:: rockMYworld ::

2009-05-05T11:38:00.000-07:00

Up till this date ill be upfront and honest. Sometimes I still find it hard to be thankful for what I have and whatever that has been given to me from God. Its hard to see thanks as I sometimes think "Shouldn't it be this way every time?" and even sometimes I see it as for granted. Well, I was thinking randomly when my dog barks every time irritating us as a family a little. Was just wondering what if he dies one day (which will happen) and then we will all miss him. So I just find that we sometimes have to change our perspective on being thankful for our everyday life. Sometimes we quarrel with our family to the extend of walking out of the door and even avoiding our parents making the situation awkward at home. What about children living in homes and those who do not even have parents who bother about them? When we grumble to our parents to give more allowance to go out with our friends or buy something new, have we ever thought of other friends like us who have much lesser than us or not having any allowance? We tend to look up to people having a better life than us but not look at the many different people with different problems around us. Being thankful in little things and our everyday life, being thankful.

Peace out
Somewhere over the rainbow - Israel kamakawiwo'ole

2009-04-25T12:24:00.000-07:00

What a close title race!! Cant stand the thought of getting second this season but nonetheless I will always be proud of my own team. If there is any chance of Man U slip up liverpool will grab it im very sure. Have I ever thought of studying overseas? Hearing from friends who are studying there it is definitely no dreamworld which many people think of. You have to do your own cooking, washing of your own clothes, having the discipline to study by yourself, get in the face of racism if there is any, long trips between town and cities (NOT LIKE SINGAPORE WE ARE ALD COMPLAINING ABOUT TAMPINES TO JURONG!) and the thought of leaving family and friends. But then again Im quite sure ill learn to be very independent down there and rely on myself more. Also it is very expensive to study overseas. Well it is just another option for me which isnt closed yet. Oh and the enlistment date for army is out! Shit. Im gonna be in quite soon and i might replace the "quite" for "very" anytime. Its not all negative but sort of mixed feelings of excitement with it. Hahahaha. Whats with the mortality rate of people dying in the army? Seems too often to be not worried about it. Really...

All at once - The Fray
Sometimes the right things and the hardest things are the same....

2009-04-22T21:17:00.000-07:00

Sunny Singapore. Funny how the weather turns out each day, with blinding hot sun in the afternoon and heavy rain at night. There is nothing much for me to blog about during this period of time if i were to blog about my life everyday now i would rather be the director for the series "Days of our lives" some of you might find this show familiar. With many people around me getting into the korean dramas and korean singers i cant help but take a peak. This group called wondergirl/s. To be honest ah they're actions are extremely girly and cheesey but they seem to have a very special charm in them that seems to entice u to the computer screen. No wonder idham like. Been looking at BMX stun bikers recently they seem damn fun to play with la. Going up and down ramps with different tricks up their sleeves. I figured out that this is my only time that I get to experience extreme sports and do all the fun shit. Cause after this its NS, studying, working. By then I would be too old for anything that i wanna do. SO WHAT AM I DOING AT HOME NOW!? I should be at the peak of my activity level at this age! Think Im heading out soon! cia

Paper heart - The All American Rejects

2009-04-14T19:46:00.000-07:00

Wah my sedentary lifestyle! How monotonous it is. Look i sleep at 10plus and wake up at 8 which used to be sleep at 5 am wake up at 5 pm? Looking at the brighter side at least i revert back to normal sleeping time. Its time to head out and get a job already since the ultimatum was given from the highest order of the household. Lol. Recently changed the faulty gears of my bike which was quite GGd with cables and metal wires poking out from all odd angles. THE CHANGE IS UNBELIEVABLE FOR 55 dollars! It feels totally like a new bike! shiokkkkk. :) Think I would be saving up for a les paul soon la. Procrastinating the purchase of an electric for far too long ald with distractions like clothes in the way. Stop the clothes and go straight for the guitar. I reckon ah if i didnt spend that much i could have traded my cupboard for a Stratocaster now. cant help it im just a typical youngster.

Peace out (p.s ITS RAINING EFFING HEAVILING NOW! I NEED TO PUSH MY ''NEW BIKE'' in")

Move along - The all american rejects

2009-04-12T23:10:00.000-07:00

My mother suddenly made a casual comment and told me that her friend's son was doing law in NUS or sth. Then she continued saying why people can study hard u cannot? Then what u expect me to answer? Im just not cut out for this proper route of studying stuff la thats all. Why do you have to compare me with other people? I almost wanted to reply "Go ask him be your son la" But I knew better. Isn't it of more importance that we have a clear idea of what to do next time? Obviously he has a better shot at a better life than me but still hes problem la, u dont have to put it into my face right? We keep thinking so much we forget to take the first step sometimes. Feeling shitty now.

2009-04-04T12:29:00.000-07:00

I have changed my blog address. LoL. Its good for a change once in awhile. I hope u guys will still chance upon this blog once in awhile la. If u wanna update your links then do so please.

Just feels like another day today. I was thinking if life were to be dynamic and exuberant each day where would the fun of life be. Predictable and boring would be the result of it. So its the little things that happen in our ordinary days that makes it interesting. Those warm gestures from friends, even a "How are you" would be great after a freaking bad day. Or imagine bumping to a person u like, well it just brightens up your dull day adding that little spark in your life no matter how short that meeting is. You can get knocked down by a car and still be smiling after that.

But then on the other hand, people can just ruin your day with just words to bring u down. Words are powerful beings that can make or break a person. For e.g. with a few words of canceling a meeting you can leave the person sad or frustrated at your own convenience. Not being in his/her shoes ignoring the efforts one has made. Ignoring the effort that has been put in. Living in your own world of ignorance and selfishness. We can be victims or be guilty of situations like this im sure even I am guilty of this. When can we realise that we should care more of people's feelings involved then only ourselves?

Why do we have to bring people down sometimes with harsh words to make ourselves feel better? Make sure that person is being humiliated to a lower level than u to make yourself feel better? Why is it hard to praise people for what they have done instead of giving a sceptical look and thinking that you can always do it better than him/her? Just random thoughts.

Blink 182 - Down

2009-03-13T11:25:00.000-07:00

Hey just changed my blog song to collide by howie day. Its an old song yeah. damn old school. Somehow the charm of this song never fails to serenade. Great.

I sometimes wished my future path was clear. I met my ex-lecturer kelvin on the bus and he was talking to me about my future so i asked him and bombarded him with all i wanted to know. Hahahaha, great time catching up and we have the same freaking math teacher Madam Tao in secondary school! Seems that business is a popular choice among alot of people. But it still comes to the root. We can always study for the sake of studying without finding our true calling or other words passion. In this present society of singapore who the heck cares about passion when all everybody thinks about is qualifications and papers to prove that you are the best of the crop. Parents sending their kids for endless lessons and trying to persuade them to take a course that is related to today's field of study. Well, its not wrong but isn't that ur son's future? hahahaha
Anyway he talked to me and said if im interested i can do a business degree and somehow with my knowledge in the food processing field give me an edge and do sth different. Well good idea. But i want to see myself doing it for the next 40 years of my life and not moan and complain. It still goes back to whether ur interested or not. Ultimately affecting ur work quality and what differs u from the rest is the passion to go further, that is why being passionate about my job is impt to me.

2 years to think!

Peace out
Collide - Howie day

2009-03-09T11:12:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh. A relieve. some kind soul returned my wallet to the CLEMENTI police post. Well, i shall not complain anyway and i have no idea how it ended up soooo far, he/she probably lives there somewhere. woohooo. Nvm la shall go down pretty soon to collect that wallet of mine.

Eh, its been on my mind ah. Can i help people who work at some wax company or not? okay let me tell them about the perfect wax i have in mind im sure it is also in some of ur minds and it vexes u sometimes.

- That the wax can hold extremely thick hair for a extremely long period of time
- At the same time washable, very washable. ( not like the current one which takes alot of shampoo and water)
- Not greasy

So far honestly i know these are very simple properties but they never seem to happen in anyway. Lol. My hair always ends up flat down. I never have any wax that satisfies all the properties at the same time. Recommendations?

Watched Man Vs Wild, Bear grylls of course (not sure if im spelling his name correctly) but anyway, some how im inspired by how he survives with that knowledge that he has about the nature around him. Carrying a backpack surviving harsh conditions on different weathers and landscapes. Damn gross la when he eats worms, but at the same time respect for that man. Teaches u how to be independent and alert for things.

Cant see myself doing any of this, but maybe someday ill carry a north face bag pack and head for mt kinnabalu for a hike or sth. Whatever Wayne. Just a random thought

I feel so - Boxcar racers
"Sometimes I wish I was brave"

2009-03-08T12:13:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT! I effing lost my wallet. Good news. Best. Speechless.
List of items in there
- Driving license (cant drive for awhile ald)
- I/C ( What if some desperate damn ahpek uses it to borrow from loansharks!??? if he found my IC on the floor? Getting paranoid)
- POSB CARD(S) both blue and orange debit cards
- And my ezlink

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So much for buying that new cheap cardholder at muji now i have lost it. shit. But on the brighter side i havent got any cash in there, my ezlink's value is close to nil and i dont have much money in the bank for people to sign with mastercard and its not my Braun Buffel wallet. :) Anyway made a police report, hope the cops can help me with some miraculous strength from God get back my wallet/cardholder. Well its not the money or whatever thats causing me to be feeling sian, its the trouble u have to go through when u lose the wallet. arhhhhhh

Eh i need to work soon anyone gonna get me hooked up with some company? Tell me bout it!

To where you are - Josh Groban

2009-03-01T17:14:00.000-08:00

I have unofficially graduated from Temasek polytechnic ald! wooohoo. This new found freedom has endless boundaries. Hahahaha. Abit of updates i guess. Went to Don's place ytd. Recorded Im yours and all. Bad weather though was raining heavily. Sounded pretty sweet though. Not bad sia. Played with his fender strat for awhile. SHIOOOKKKK> best la. Feeling damn orgasmic. It feels 1k plus dollars. WORTH IT! Long long way to own one though. Make do with yamaha's for now. :))))

The anthem part 2 - Blink 182

2009-02-20T20:52:00.000-08:00

I know i havent been updating for the longest of times but anyway here i am. School is ending soon, really soon. The last time i counted was like 20 days before this exam now its like 2 more days. Hahahaha. Sometimes things are not that hard after all. Everyone else has finished with their papers and tests except me. Im not alone la but well lets put it that most of the cohort has finished with their troubles. I wonder what everyone would be like after another 10 years though. Wonder who will get married first among my friends. LOL. Im sure this 10 years would pass really fast and the next time i look back it would be with my kids or sth. Ceh. In another 5 years we have to worry about our own finances, our plans for the future and taking up many many responsibilities we would never have dreamt of now. Well i guess this is growing up.

BLINK 182 is BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. The best news in these harsh times. Lets look forward to the album man.

1,2,3,4 - Plain white t's

2009-02-05T11:47:00.000-08:00

I havent really said this before. Its freakingly random. But there are somethings i would like to own and do.

- les paul (Epiphone cheaper)
- Grade 5 theory done during hols
- 10km jog
- Work at a retail outlet
- Hit the pool during hols
- JAM
- Go play volleyball
- Take up some thrilling exciting activity i have never thought i would ever do
- Drive u to orchard for a walk, that simple

Simple things are indeed blessed. School is killing me

2009-02-05T11:26:00.000-08:00

Im here up at 330 am with somethings done. Phew. graduation is getting nearer, but the nearer i get, the more obstacles i face. What the . . . . Finally I can say goodbye to Major project after tml.
And i can say hello to PDM and ND. What a way to see my final days at TP. Nothing can stop me from graduating from this school man. Hahahaha. Some self encouragement needed, external sources are welcomed and appreciated greatly too! Thank you

Short lived summer.

Crush Crush Crush - Paramore

2009-01-22T03:35:00.000-08:00

HELO. This pics were taken on fauzi's surprise party. Hahaha which is also from facebook, I took it from there.

Bet he was in a state of shock at the rooftop of the esplanade

Eh this pic can be rock band pic right? Sia la when i looked I felt that it was very album cover material. I call this album the hand of god by the Skirtchasers.

Khai was having a damn hard time cutting the huge cake la. It doesnt look very big here but its quite tall and chunky. But power! nontheless. The cake was divine.

Ok for this part its not related to fauzi's birthday but it was on wednesday i guess. Basket this 2 people and valerie started on a topic about BIKA after rehearsal. All 3 of them cannot believe that I have never eaten BIKA in my childhood before. But I really never! And wth sia its like tapioca made chips. I dont understand the rationale in their description of wonderfully chicken flavoured chips. So they bought this and took a picture just to show how nonchalant I am about childhood powerpacked snacks. :) BODOH.

Im blogging now like 1235 on clock because I was so tired that i slept at 7.30 and just woke up. Woohoo gotta study abit now for some sort of ND after lab mini - quiz tml.

Peace out
When you say nothing at all - Ronan keating

2009-01-17T10:55:00.000-08:00

Woohoo finally got a guitar strap for myself frm swee lee today. Just costs me 4 bucks to get an epiphone strap. CHEAP. its time to stand up and play. hahaha. Was looking through basses when sth caught my eye man. Shit. The Fender Precision bass Signature series by Mark hoppus from blink 182. POWER. nice sia. its just a simple bass with a volume knot or in other words gio. I like how simple it is when u dont have to fuss over tones and all. Just jack it in and play. Simple. and its in a baby blue colour. swee boz. but the big problem is it costs 1.1k la. but its a good deal leh i think about it. Cause the original price is like 1.7k. hahahaha. Hopefully i can save up to that amt soon.
I just went to the esplanade to catch a gig earlier on. FOC of course. Some fusion band playing. Not a bad idea sia. The lead was playing the chinese flute. Power. They also played Spain by Chick Corea. Nice also. Oi biler nak jam!??? hahaha i guess sometime after all my shit load in school is over.

When i was reading through some chat logs i had over the last year in my msn around this time i felt this fuzzy feeling going through me. Sucks. I dont even know you anymore. I know I did my best, u fell behind.

Peace Out
There is - Box car racers

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

2009-01-14T09:28:00.000-08:00

There is sth wrong with my com sound system cause i think i accidentally deleted that sound software while doing some spring cleaning in my com. AHhhhh seems like ages that i last watched a youtube video cause there is no point in watching them without SOUND. Been down with a bad bout of flu lately, dang very uncomfortable. also been a long time since i was sick. Looong long time. I wonder why they have re-sealable packaging for the tao kae noi seaweeds. Its pointless, ill just finish everything anyway. I tot of leaving some for tml but I cant stop my hands from reaching into take another piece of seaweed. DAMN ADDICTIVE. shiok. Anyway sorry for the lack of pictures in the blog ah, i dont really take pictures la. Wait for somebody post it up on facebook then i upload it here lo. Hahahahaha. I have a really long bladdy fucking day tml. Sorry for the language but i really dread tml. With 8 am morning call - interview csas - ND lecture - interview MP - musart rehearsals - then reach home at around 11 pm? May i have enough crap in me to pull through tml. God bless iraq.

Peace out
Jay chou - Qing tian( nice sia) I know its a chinese song but rocks

2009-01-12T10:22:00.000-08:00

I have finally packed my room! Im proud of it sia. hahahaha. Cause its really hard to get ur hands moving to remove those dusty notes, unwanted CDs and plastic bags and put it in the rubbish bin. :D Its really about taking the first step to avoid procrastination. Just start doing it and everything will fall into place. Especially spring cleaning. Well im not that into the chinese new year tradition of spring cleaning, but i guess since its been a long time and my mum has constantly reminded me time and again. So i just did it. Everything feels better now. hahahaha. Oh shit i have a crazy schedule to fight with in the month of january. Rehearsals, PDM, ND, MP. So damn screwed. Guess this is another big obstacle for me. Then again on a lighter note, chinese new year is around the corner! hahaha. While packing i came across this score for timpani which is virtuoso the clarinet concerto played during Viva la 3 a year ago. That was really long. hahaha. I looked through it and felt a little nostalgic. Well what's over is over. Let the good memories be kept.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Too many things, too little time, too far away.
Peace out
Thunder - Boys like girls

2009-01-09T06:27:00.000-08:00

Cant believe it man. Its just 2 more mths of school and im done with TP forever! Thats super uber fast sia. Looks like time flies. But still the workload for the remaining weeks will be hell, definitely. So I will survive this no matter what, and probably enjoy my life to the fullest after TP as I will loan my very own self to the army camp for 2 years. Hahahaha. Oh there are so many presentations coming right up at my face now. Sian. Have to dig up 3 years worth of APEL stuffs to put into this portfolio man. Hahahaha. Ill do that SOON. The art of procrastination has been perfected and honed over this 3 years with the word SOON. hahaha. I miss techview's wonderful cheapER food. Peace out

2009-01-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!!! Belated but nonetherless happy new year!! Live it up for 2009 and say goodbye to the old 2008. :) The year has been really interesting with new environments and events. Alamak i just feel that there is sth missing in 2008. Everything feels so fast -forward-ed for us to enjoy that moment of simplicity. I feel that 2008 has been to fast for me to just settle down. Hahahaha. But still its a good year where we can look back and smile upon. The better times of course. I guess its time to make some new year resolutions again!

Here are some resolutions
- To masuk the army
- To start driving MORE MORE MORE
- To be focused in whatever i do
- Goal orientated
- To be a better man
- To be fit
- To NOT skip church anymore
- To plan the direction of where i wanna go after army
- TO GRADUATE FROM TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC

Ok for the last one, Im dead super serious. I needa get out of it alive, kicking and swimming.

What are ur resolutions? Make 2009 a better year, it starts with you!

A quote from my calender "Success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing your enthusiasm" I hope this helps, it made sense to me.

Peace out
True - Ryan Cabrera

2008-12-16T09:59:00.000-08:00

hahaha sorry man for the really unfrequent updates in the blog. Been really tied down to loads of rehearsals and all. Well concert cleared, driving test cleared (passed:D), term test cleared. So all in all i have got passed that killer week. Im free for the hols i guess so. Looks like pre-christmas is gonna be spend in malaysia. Wont be blogging for about a week from now. Hahahaha. Strangely, I dont feel excited about it at all. I need some time for my family this season i guess. Too much time out ald. Anyway you probably realise it ald, THE WEATHER IS GREAT! hahaha. I dunno why but since the last few months i dont on my aircon and sleep. I dunno but it feels more comfortable. Now the weather! rocks. u dont even have to on the fan. Just open the windows and breathe in the december-christmas-night-cooling-breeze! hahaha. GO GREEN!

Peace out
Maria maria - Santana

2008-12-12T10:45:00.000-08:00

This picture was taken on fauzi's blog. Well it pretty much sums up everything for the night. All the freaking rehearsals every saturday was just for this one moment on stage. Hahahaha. Well nothing could beat the fun shit and pain we had in the process balls for this concert

After 7 years or so we are still .....

Friends

P/s: tell me i look like the kind of guy who drives an Alpha Romeo in this pic please :)

2008-11-24T09:36:00.000-08:00

Been back in action to attend church for the evening sunday mass. I just knew i had to go there to the serenity of the church. When I stepped into the doors a certain peace, a peace that was very familiar that i havent felt in along time man. I sort of realised that man will always turn back to god for that certain peace and calmness to fill the heart. I dunno how to describe it but if we take out the "I" in us the world will be a better place. I think if there is so much going on, we realise that there is only one way out no matter how we twist and turn it is to trust Him and just unload all the stupid burdens that we might be carrying in a day or all the insecurities that we always have and just let it go with faith. "My ways are not your ways" so lets not dwell on what didnt happened but in fact be greatful for what had not happened and what actually happened. Its time to move on. :)

Well when to starbucks again with malay cliques. What an unfruitful day man. hahahaha. I have to still give my stand. After drinking so many coffees with ice blends and promotional item ah, I would somehow make my way back to the plain old hot cuppa of vanilla latte. Its like ur comfort food u know? hahaha. Its guaranteed satisfaction for me and it gives me great comfort. hahahaha. I guess each one of us have our own favourite drink and no matter how many different drinks there are, it goes back to square one. Peace to starbucks and their christmas songs playing. Chill.

Peace out
Check yes juliet - We the kings

2008-11-20T09:46:00.000-08:00

Just came back from a concert with the people who performed and here is the pic of them.

Khairul was stage manager for that day unsung hero! He reckons its pretty tough doing backstage work.

I dunno wth on earth was ong doing with his harmonica in the middle of the noisy aftermath of the concert but i reckon he was trying to grab someone's attention. Hahahahaha.

This was the group picture man we took together man with Mr lim. Hahahaha Time passes fast. So fast.. since we have all graduated.

Just need a temporary break from what's going on man. What the heck is going on? I know ive got close but im sure its too far. Guess i have to take some kinda leave from this for awhile, im trying my best, u aren't. Just remember the telephone works both ways.

Peace out

Waiting on the world to change - John mayer

2008-11-15T08:05:00.000-08:00

Was listening to The remedy by jason mraz. I have always liked jason mraz as a very authentic and real person if u get what im talking about. As in he always does songs his own way and what he feels bout the world today. Hahahaha. Well i guess after listening to it, we really do not have to worry our own lives away like what the song says. If you ever watched the Music video, it depicts a really chill and laidback mood where everybody is friends with each other. hahaha to me thats sort of ideal. We are always bothered by how people look and think about us. I mean does it really matter? I think in this age and society many would say it does. But then again who are we living for? What do we really want? Do we wanna spend our lives making ourselves perfect in the eyes of the world today? In often times we find ourselves guilty too of judging other people in their own ways and all which is pretty much sad. In order to love someone else be it a friend, family or ur own BGR it is always important and in fact necessary to love yourself first. Hahahaha. Everyone is unique in his or her own ways no matter how society labels them. I believe that we are all special in what we can do, what we are able to excel in and even what we cannot excel in. If we try to please everybody when will we ever find time for ourselves? :)

Peace out
The remedy - Jason mraz

2008-11-11T08:38:00.000-08:00

There's so much work to be completed. I had to sit by the computer from 7-11 to finish my stuff. I was still thinking of running after the whole thing but I was too mentally exhausted after the whole of this. Looking forwards to the weekends for a breather, a real one. Haiya. A cup of coffee would really give me a quick escape now but it seems like i do not have luxury of time and money to bedoing this. yawn. looks like tml's school will be super long. Gotta get up in the morning to get ingredients for lab. and then down to school to use the com. then PDM lecture for an hour. and then meeting again with ND group for food works. and 4 hours lab. If i ever survive tml ill probably be labelled as a hero. Long day. Here goes!

A quote from a friend of mine - You are not labelled as GGd until u screw the whole thing
Well it actually means even if u screw one small part of it its not the end. haha. whatever la its dumb but meaningful.

Peace out
Simple, Starving to be safe - Daphne loves derby

2008-11-09T10:21:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody! hahaha. Well I must say that Im very happy to have such wonderful friends to celebrate this birthday together with me. Hahahaha. Thanks man heartfelt appreciation. Well basically on the 7th of november on friday some plan didnt work out but oh well haiya. Anyway i went to town to meet zi, boey and fairuz. We went to california pizza, the one at the forum. Thanks for the present though its abit weird i shall try it once for your sake. Hahahaha. The food at california pizza was ok. Not superb though. The greek pizza was totally vegetables man. Despite being a Quite avid vegetable lover it was too much after I had this super big portion of spinach fettucine. Killer man. After the meal we went down to regent hotel to have a drink and to listen to some jazz. Sadly Tama goh wasnt playing but it was a african american drummer i guess. He was really spontaneous with his music and the bass player was superb. Not a bad place for chilling la in fact really good. hahaa. That was what happened on the 7th. We then later went home. Thanks zi, boey and ruz. Great get together session

At califionia pizza
Regent hotel

Well on the 8th i had band practice as usual and izzat bought a shirt for me. Hahahaha. Zat thanks ey! kirim salam nenek kau. Well i headed down to the airport with my yl, zat and ong. I went down to meet the gang while they headed their seperate ways. We had dinner at breeks. We had a great laugh over dinner and got together as nowadays like seldom with everyone having different timetables and busy with school stuff. Hahahaha. A looong time since all of us ate together though. Another round of singing birthday song with the surprise from the staffs and crew. hahahaha. Thanks for the superb brownie with the ice cream on top. hahahaha. Felicia like die die one the manager to give something complimentary sia. hahahaha. But thanks anyway. We later headed down to E hub to catch a show at 1.55am. hahaha. 007. Damn cool la that guy. Super cool. But an advice for u guys though, the story line is sort of connected to casino royale so do go watch the previous one first. After that we headed home though it was raining quite heavily. Thanks guys. alot. thank you for the shirt, boxers and the royce chocolate it was damn good. hahahaha.

cliques:DFelicia calls this group top 7 how cheesey can she get.Hahahaha.

Today was my sister's confirmation at church. haha. congrats. later went to had dinner at coffeeshop. The crab damn good siaa. Went home and sleeeeeep. hahaha.

Thanks for everything! Im 19

U forgotten..

Peace out

Going back to the corner where I first saw you - The man who can't be moved

2008-11-05T09:27:00.001-08:00

School getting hectic sia.. Alot of assignments and projects due. Whats driving and motivating me is the end of the semester and holland next year hopefully. Hopefully I can leave this school behind without worrying about what I could have done. Driving coming soon please let me pass. Please please. although not too soon but quite soon la. Hopefully get my specs done tml. Anchor point anybody?

2008-11-02T10:32:00.000-08:00

Just came back from the HEAVY supper i had. Foooooo. Well but it was damn good la. Apparently me, zi and dham went to bukit timah at 12+am to eat prata. Damn good man, the prata. I reckon the famous one at upper thompson isnt to my liking though that one like eating biscuit like that. Far too crispy for me, well its just a personal thing. While the one i just had served really good cheese prata. Reckoned they used the real cheddar cheese. Foo 2 bucks not bad what good bargain. Every mouth is full of cheese. Eh thats not all for the night. We then went to ECP for carl's junior very own beef chilli cheese fries. Think we added 4 big ladle of the diced onion that they have to the fries. Damn good mannnnnn. Maybe ill wake up tml morning with a myocardial Infarction or sth. CEH. hahaha thats another term for heart attack btw. What a day.

Peace out
Next plane home - Daniel Powter

2008-10-27T09:50:00.000-07:00

Hey. Changed the blogsong to Do it for me now by Angels and Airwaves. Pretty much like the song man. Its a cover though a good one.

Its just a little more. Patience dude patience. I swear I have the weirdest but sweetest dreams ever man. I always wake up smiling though if that happens. Have u ever woke up and go SHIT that was only a dream? hahahaha. I guess i always do. But sometimes i go HENG AH luckily its only a dream. Hahahaha. Guess thats the irony of dreams. U hate it and u love it sometimes. Directly or indirectly for me at least i guess the dreams that are potrayed are somehow related to my thoughts. If I happen to dream of someone it probably means that somebody must somehow be important enough to be in my mind sub conciously.

Ive got a hell load of things to think about now other than blogging. Guess this sem is the shit man. Hahahaha. Sort of big but i sort of like what Im doing now. Strange isnt it, how u only like ur last sem in poly. Hahahahaha. Well its the last so might as well get done and over with this education.

Tired already goodnight.
Peace out

Do it for me now - Angels and Airwaves

2008-10-19T13:27:00.000-07:00

Lerh. I cant sleep because of this runny nose. Its dripping like a tap that has not been closed properly. I cant sleep in peace without having to reach out to the tissue paper that is to my right of my bed every 1 min. So here I am up at 430 am giving up hope on sleeping today. Hahaha. Lets hope everything goes right tml. Today was like any other sunday where the time is being spent with my family. In a short summary it was this Eat- sleep- fetch dou- dinner- computer- tried to sleep-blogging now. Im feeling damn uncomfortable now. Urrhh hope my day would be better later!

The remedy - Jason mraz
" I won't worry my life away"

2008-10-17T11:43:00.001-07:00

V12 TDI engine. SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTT. I don't need lamborghinis nor ferraris. Im just satisfied with you. :D AUDI R8

2008-10-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hey been a long time since i updated anything on this blog of mine. Was invited for a fashion show featuring Clothing apparels for the season of fall/autumn by Star 360 and Miss sixty. Quite cool man to be sitting down, sipping wine and eating biscuits(good ones) while watching the superb display of the clothes. It was an eye opener for me la i guess its quite cool man. Here are some pics.

Boey
It felt damn good to be served wine and superb desserts while others can only look from above. Hahahahahahahaha
Model strutting her stuff.

Hahahaha thats all for the saturday. We later went to starbucks to chill and went home. Eh no i didnt. I went to pasir ris to collect the baju kurong from izzat for the jalan raya the next day. We sat down and literally did nothing for awhile. After that it was a beeline to home.

PEACE OUT

Closer to me - Five

2008-10-06T10:52:00.000-07:00

Selamat hari raya to my fellow muslim friends:) Lets say im just tired from all the activities the previous week. Yonglin's chalet was a blast. Great. Alamak tired la brodeks. Sorry for not updating the blog that frequently, just tired from everything. Need to catch my sleep now. Hopefully more will come sometime soon. Bye

Peace out
The adventure - Angels and Airwaves

2008-09-22T13:07:00.000-07:00

I know this is pretty random but ive thought about it and i spend alot of money on TRAVELLING. Forgive my rants but please if u want to listen then go on and read la, if u dont want then you can always click on the nice music that i have, press play and minimize the window. Hahahaa. anyway. I found myself traveling from east to west very frequently so fast that 10 dollars topped up to my ez- link card is being used up ald in a day. From Tamp to lakeside approx i think 1.70 and back so its around 340 like that. plus bus fees. so its around 5 bucks to and fro for a practise session. and and. on sats to jurong east same about 5 bucks more or less. so one week 10 dollars is set on transportation. guarantee chop sign. and going for project meetings, meeting friends, going home from driving. It easily sums up to about 20 a week or around there. seriously. waduh. Its so expensive nowadays man. Im feeling the pinch, what more my parents. hahahaha. Its time to get CONCESSION. Thanks for reading, i just want to prove my point that transportation is really expensive for somebody travelling across the island that frequently. :D anyway this is the least of my worries now.

Guess ill be back to that bandroom for a very little while to help them out with their performance at the istana.

F.Y.I its not a soft toy
Hahaha. I like this pic man.

2008-09-18T11:42:00.000-07:00

Hey. Damn tired today mannn. DIdnt sleep yesterday due to BLACK HAWK DOWN. Great movie. Watched it on my ipod in bed. Well its about war and all. Damn meaningful and really sad man. I think the best quote was "No one gets left behind" said by one of the generals. Even for one person, they will go back to the terok battlefield and help. good show man.

Swimming was good today also. Despite being really cloudy and all. I actually get to learn how to swim better when i saw this guy swimming. Observations of how he does his strokes and all. SWIM DAMN FAST. Super. Im not gay. Straight and girl-loving btw.

I think midnight jogging rocks. Its like damn peaceful and u dont get to see the hustle of everything in the day. Its serene and quiet. I shall change the schedule abit then. Go check out and press the new song on my blog guys. Its yesterday originally by the beatles but this one is arranged with a jazzy attitude and blue touch to it. Sounds really relaxing.

K im gonna catch some sleep now. Bye.

Peace out
Keane - Somewhere only we know

LIVERPOOL VERSUS MACHESTER UNITED!

2008-09-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

Well it was a typical day and we randomly stopped by a Kopitiam near the kallang MRT station to watch the big match which is LIVERPOOL VS MANCHESTER UNITED. Being an avid liverpool fan together with izzat hahaha we decided to sit down and watch

There were many guys and apeks standing outside the coffee shop watching that small tv set. While we sat behind and we were frequently blocked by them. Hahahaha. But they sort of realised we were behind and gave way la.

Izzat looks very into the match here.

ELATED THAT LIVERPOOL SCORED

The sad face on fauzi simply sums up the lost of machester united.

The final score was 2-1. Liverpool pawned Man U.

WOOOHOOOO.

Peace out

2008-09-10T12:41:00.001-07:00

Hunger pangs at night balllssssss. Always wishing for pratas that nv appear. Well today was just a typical day where u go to school and meet ur friends or groupmates for project. Went to watch Wall. E with yp and cdice after meeting. Hilarious and at the same time a little touching. Can't wait for school to start. Gotta YP job deal for some great cash but only for 4 hours. but well. hahaha. Better than nothing. Thanks man. Well changed my blog song to Iris by the goo goo dolls. A pretty well known song. Great song. Been watching One piece at home lately to pass time during the hols. Hahahaha. Ive never actually considered watching it before until I really got bored and picit(click on) the vid. I Know this i irrelevant but since im on it let me talk abit on one piece la huh. Its a japanese anime bet most of u know. Well a pirate boy, named luffy wants to be the king of pirates and find the ultimate treasure called one piece. He goes around to find crew for his ship and all. Yeah thats about it and loads of stuff in there im just simplifying it to the MAX. k. Hey enjoy the song. HopeS you guyS likeS itS. Got to goeS.

Peace out

2008-09-08T11:03:00.000-07:00

Back from a trip to Carl's junior kiosk at East Coast Park. U know the one with the smiling star.Yeah its calling you like how it called us. We ended up eating just the beef chilli cheese fries with loads and tons of onions. haha. its damn good man. feeling damn full but super satisfied. Its like a typical american meal, hearty, oily, meaty and damn good. :) I love america.

Peace out
Beautiful soul - Jesse Mccartney

2008-09-07T13:10:00.000-07:00

Its super late now or should i say super damn early at 4.10 am. This is what happens when u sleep at 10 pm and u find urself waking up in the middle of the night. Well, i just realised my FTT is tml morning. hahaha. Luckily i booked an etrial a slot before the FTT. Think I would go back to bed awhile though its just a few more hours. Maybe i should take a slow walk to macdonalds later to grab sth to eat. but shall see how cause normally anything that involves taking a step out of the house is always given a second thought due to inborn disorder called being lazy. Major project has started for me sort of. Well i must say it involves plenty of hours clocked in in front of the computer, down at study desks in temasek poly and loads of going around doing surveys and interviews with people. Im looking forward to it.

Today for some reason i thought that life as an engineer is possible also. Hahahaha. Like for a aircraft or big ships and trailers. My father was telling me about this period of time when he was a mechanic. He went to norway to hone his skills or something like that under a shipping company. Well, it seems really lucrative when he described it. 3k for 6 weeks DURING HIS TIME was like alot just for the training in norway. and he got to go to europe. But well, it seems like he is in a totally different proffession now also. The possibility of migration when im older is still evident in my head, its not off yet. HAhahaha.

Peace out
I don't wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith

2008-09-03T12:31:00.000-07:00

The perfect words never crossed my mind cause there was nothing in there but you. This were the lyrics for signal fire by snow patrol for the spiderman 3 movie. Just watched it on the web. Great man. hahaha. I know la abit slow right but yeah. The quote of the movie was U always have choices. Its what u choose to do and the consequences there after.

Why do people have to go to such extends to change themselves? Its because of society and stereotyping. I saw on this National Geographic channel that China and other countries have this surgery of bone stretching to make people taller. See what society have done to people's mindset? We try to live up to other peoples expectations and we fail to see what we have in ourselves that can be brought out. But of course this is also not their fault if they cant get a place in college or a job just because they are too short and just because that is what people already labelled them. Sad world we live in huh?

"Where is the love yo, i dunno"
"Where is the truth yo, i dunno" - Where is the love by Blackeyedpeas

Peace out

2008-09-02T01:20:00.001-07:00

Waduh the dream was damn good man. I thought it was so real that i woke up smiling.
Recently had acoustic sessions at zi's place damn happening man. haha. i was like a shaker in my right hand the left playing the conga and the splash. UMBRELLA could nv have sound that good when u play it without all the stuff u have in a recording studio. Its just plain old acoustics. Actually ah i realise the lyrics are quite meaningful cause i nv bothered to go and listen to umbrella cause it was another song everyone was into but well turned out wrong. Good shit. Im off to bukit timah now to dinner with family. Long time since i ate out with them.

Ive had a great experience on the first day of fasting with fauzi's family whom warmly welcomed me with their smiles and food. Not bad ah, its nice to sit down after a whole day of fast with the family and eat with them. Of course i was just an onlooker and i didnt fast. hahahaha. 1 mth to go my friends bye.

You and me - Lifehouse

2008-08-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

liverpool jersey by 13th of september man. The auntie charge me 85 for the tshirt 3 dollars for every character printed and 15 bucks for 1 number behind the shirt. So if i decided to put gerrard it would be 3 times 7 = 21 then add 15 bucks for the number behind so its 36 dollars plus 85 = 121 wah lau. expensive man. 121 for a jersey. Hmm. can consider la actually. Iphone is out in the market now! Super cool gadget. shall see how about it. Trying to excercise abit during the hols to burn some time and excess energy intake. other than this, think im gonna search for a job soon to make sure the money going out will be replaced by the money coming in. Need it.
Been playing harvest moon to past time lately. Now i have to entertain myself with watering my crops, feeding cows, brushing horses and digging for ores in the cave. see ya soon.

Peace out

Come to me - Jesse McCartney

2008-08-20T10:10:00.000-07:00

Hey fellow danduts. What a night man. We saw Mr roidsbuster today while just happening to be sitting at macdonalds. Hahahaha. Alamak, i was looking around, EHhhhh that one the body damn big sia like farhan. EHHH FARHAN. hahahaha from there the adventure began man. He joined us for supper and all. Went to east coast hawker center. I tell u man, if u ever decide to eat something delicious dont ever eat with ong. seriously. Sia la, he wanted to give up on that super famous satay bee hoon man. I had to freaking drag him back to the queue. Cmon ong, great food worth waiting. He finally relented la. and joined back the queue. Anyway abit on the satay bee hoon. Its the best man. Hot peanut satay sauce which is just slightly spicy is drowned over the well-blanched beehoon. Perfect marriage balls. With generous amounts of cuttlefish and kangkong giving some texture to this ald perfect dish. While of course no satay bee hoon is complete without the porky friends. like streaks of lean pork and liver. FInally the cockles. Wah lau eh. its the best man. Dont hesitate no more my fellow friends, unfortunately its not halal. :) peace. So yeah, its definitely worth queuing and its a must try. Like me and ong, ull be finding urselves using that plastic spoon to dig every bit of sauce out of the plate so that the queuing time and the money spend is worth it. AND IT IS! hahaha. I feel like a food guru now seriously but its really good. So we went on to this mini - trip at east coast carparks trying to catch some action huh. hahaha. Decipher. Car ride and home.

Oh. Its a wee bit late but. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!! (To the respective people(s))

Peace out
Viva la vida - coldplay

2008-08-14T12:20:00.000-07:00

Holidays have come. Its great to be chilling for a long time i must say. Everyday is fruitlessly fruitful. I can practically recite my routine. I wake up in the afternoon bout 12-2 this period of time and then i go down for lunch. Greeted by dou. And then i go up and use the computer till bout 4 plus and dad comes home. Greeted by dou again. Then fauzi's message will come in around 4 plus with"kat mane?" or in other words where are you? haha. then itll be out till 10+ -11 for chilling or eating dinner and chilling. Thats a typical day without any plans. I can see my inbox filling up with messages from the respective ppl man its damn boring. Fauzi, Hazizi, Khairul, Fairuz, Izzat. Dont ask me why they are all malays, cause I seem to have more malay friends that what normal chinese ppl would have. Hahahaha. I wouldnt be surprised one day if i end up speaking malay to my children and hopefully not. Haiya. Weight seems to increasing still but not as a steep gradient anymore if its on a graph but as a gentle slope. hahaha. WELL ITS STILL INCREASING. What can i do, ITS THE HOLS MAN. Late night pratas, macs, extra dinners, movie popcorns. Well this is what i do pretty much everyday.:)

I just need abit of motivation to show that im on the right track and ill take care of the rest. Just a little please.

Peace out.
Hanging by a moment - Lifehouse

2008-08-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

HEYY. Im at a starbucks in holland village now! Its a really comfortable place to chill, best starbucks so far ive been to. Here are some pics!!(we did this out of boredom)

Take 1.

take 2.

take 3

Ong, this is dedicated to you.:)

Last final shot. THE OUTCASTED

Ok BYE.

Holland Village at 8.51 pm

Peace out

2008-08-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hahaha its funny how even normal senses brings up memories. I was checking out the "perfume cupboard" at home and i just realised i have just a little of this Blue ralph lauren perfume that still has a bit of liquid left. So i used it. i think its the last time though. Strangely this smell is so familiar as I have been using it for year 2007 and it just happen to bring up memories of that time. Im not sure if it works for u guys but it surely does work for me. Its just pleasant to smell sth u were used to smelling everyday. Its strange but definitely pleasant. hahaha. It just makes u think back about what u have done for the year all the funny moments and stupid things u know u wouldnt have done if u knew the outcome or somethings u just wished u had the courage to say would have turned out different.It just bringing a sense of nostalgia. Well even the adidas deoderent does that for secondary school life. Hahaha. People change.

Peace out
Everything I do(I do it for you) - Bryan adams

2008-08-03T09:23:00.000-07:00

Shit why does it always happen. Life is full of regrets i must say. We always regret when things are gone and not cherish it when its ald right there for you. Its funny how we are always told to treasure the things we have right now, almost seems like a joke but when its gone we seem to regret and regret and regret. But i must say its not too late to turn back now before we fall even further and its even gone. I will do my best to make up for it. I heard this from some maroon 5 song, which goes sth like although we have not hit the ground, doesnt mean we are still not falling. pretty meaningful ah. hahaha. Priorities first! hey look guys if u havent been looking around and occasionally realising in this fast paced society in singapore, half a year is ald gone u know. So fast. dinner supper starbucks. How to be fit sia. alamak. okay la. see u all soon.

Peace out
the scientist - coldplay

2008-07-30T12:37:00.000-07:00

Back to the old lifestyle. Hahahaha. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Ive learned how to spend more meaningful time during weekends and i know what to do now.
Ive learned that studying aint that difficult at all when u compare it to working.
Ive learned that time that is spend not working is GREATTTTT.

Hahaha.
No more hotdogs.
No more late nights.
No more lost social time.
No more orchard road.(at least not every single freaking day)

Im savouring the time when im reading at starbucks passing hours away. I eat dinner and normal prepared foods with 10 times more nutrition and taste compared to hotdogs which is the opposite. I lived days without coke. I meet friends in the afternoon and late at night. I go to school. I have a normal healthy life i should have.

I feel awesome. Thanks for teaching me how to treasure my life.

Shit i need $$ like how U need to brush ur teeth every morning.
random phrase coming out but YEAH.

OKAY BYE

Peace out
girls come easy and the drugs come cheap - Rockstar

2008-07-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

Over :)
:D

2008-07-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Time flies. one moment hazizi got his license. The other ogy finishes his examinations and is preparing for his next one. Now khai is starting school soon. I wish time would slow down for us all and be extended like much much more at least for the fun parts. It seems really quick that half a year has passed or even slightly more. Everybody's changing so quickly. One moment u see fairuz talking about starting his major project and the other u see him finishing it in like a few weeks. Its amazing how time really accelerates. I need to grasp onto something, something I wanna achieve and something i really want badly. I need to work towards it now.

This is just a random thought. I see many rich fathers driving their kids around with their big SUVs and having such perfect families. Like on sundays, they bring their wife and kids round to town with so much happiness in the air. HAhahaa. I know its far off but i was thinking can i be like that too ? Can i bring my wife into a Gucci shop letting her buy the stuff she wants without her worrying bout my finances? Can i bring my kids to piano lessons? will my kids friends all look up to him and say "hey, ur father is great!". hahaha. Thats the kind of life ill be aiming for in the future. :D

2008-07-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

Woohoo. Ive gotten my new schedule for the last week at work ald. yes. significant. EVERYTHING IS FINISHING SOON. But time passes slowly again i realise everything that was enjoyable seems to accelerate towards the end. ANYWAY here are some pics when Jiaxing was back with us in singapore.

So we sent her off to the airport after our few meetings with her over the past 2 weeks i guess. The pic above was taken at her beautiful place. SERIOUSLY. U can see beautiful lights from buildings and the lighted singapore flyer. Cool. 41st level ! haha. Bye pretty girl!

2008-07-06T12:07:00.000-07:00

I have just realised its the last month of my attachment. YES. finally been waiting for this to come to an end. FULL STOP. I know ive been talking about this like forever, but pls bear with me its not as peaceful as it seems like working there. I think i should be proud of myself for tahaning there for like 4 full months and give myself a well deserved break. Put it this way. Im just glad that ill have my weekends back. To be glad to stone at starbucks over a cup of coffee with a friend for hours. To be sitting at home having a quick dinner with my family. To be able to be present at concerts again. ARhhhh bull shit for awhile more and its over. And not to be eating hotdogs every single day. Not to be cleaning or scrubbing that freaking floor after work. Not to be involved with all the aunties politics in the company. Not to be taking in a can of redbull P.S ($3.10) after meals to keep myself awake.PEACE. Good luck to those planning to work there and working there now. hahahaha.

I was just wondering what i really wanted. Im seriously in a daze now. Why do i think this way? why? I kept asking. Maybe it was just because the opportunity was already there and it was easy thats why. If thats the case i shouldnt be jumping into it too quickly. Maybe too much time was spent on it ald thats why im feeling this way. Anyway. I should get out of it soon. I shouldnt go just because i need to but whether i want to. Thats the diff.

Peace out. :)
Jason wade - You belong to me

2008-06-29T11:40:00.000-07:00

HI everyone. Up at 242 am. Whats happening ? ITS THE EURO CUP FINALS!! ok this is the last post of the day. So many things happened this week i forgotten what. It seems like everyday Im sitting in a honda car. Either a civic or that mega 7 seater honda stream. I seem to sit in more often than that altis my dad drives. HONDA NEXT! PLs change to honda laaaaaaaaaaaaa. I cant wait to drive.

Oh ya there is this song that caught my eye lately due to advertisements i see everyday in orchard road. Its damn catchy la. Its thats not my name by the ting tings. Its a 2 man band a girl and a guy. That girl..............foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo blows me away. explained.

There is this show that khairul anwar bin othman intro-ed to me and its called 1 litre of tears. Im sure some of u have catched it la its rather popular i guess. wah lau. its like super super super super super super touching. It makes u sort of realise that u needa protect pretty girls like the main character la. hahahaha. NO LA. Its really sad its about a girl with incurable disease something to do with brain neurons degradation. It is gradual, and u slowly lose control of ur movement, speech and what nots. Its damn damn damn sad la. Im sure after watching the show itll change u for good no matter how much. but definitely. 5 out of 5 stars for me no questions asked.

Peace out

knock knock knocking on heaven's door......... - knocking on heaven's door by guns n roses

2008-06-15T11:03:00.000-07:00

Today i worked 9 hours! Chang is a great friend and a great colleague. hiya. shit work without him is damn boring mannnnn especially when u have 2 managers working with u on that shift. There is nth wrong with it but its natural that u do more stuff than normal. Hahahaha. When to wait for them and go eat later. Sorry la huh the guys who were involved and playing in the concert, really couldnt go watch. After that i was left alone at the bustop waiting for my 67 to come, i was really persistent i waited for half an hour and still decided to wait. WHY? because i trust the bus company they put there last bus 1250 am and i waited. :)

and waited and waited and waited and waited. At that point of time i decided not to spare my wallet and took a cab home. ARggghh, I waited tooo long and i gave up hope. I did my best to trust the tiny wording SUN/pub hols 0050 last bus. but nahhhhhh too tired.

and ended up at HOME in like a few mins. I could have gotten home earlier zzzzzzzzzz.

this is how it looks like at home 1 am in the morning

hiya. no one excepttttttttt 1 guyyy always waiting for my arrival even more on time than my own family. He knows it when im a few doors away from home, always welcoming me. HE'S .......

hahahaha. :D irritating friend of mine la this guy on top.

Looking back at the things ive done for the day.

Hahahahaha. This was what i did in a time span of 2 hours. Lol. it was all soooo lateee at night and i decided to take some pictures using that lousy phone of mine.

today is father's day. Thanks for reminding me. :):). I always thought that i found it hard to give sth to my father every fathers day or even forget about it. Its so easy to just get by it with a meal. To me its a day to show how much we appreciate our fathers. Our fathers are probably silent ppl whom dont talk much, or just sit by that sofa reading newpapers occasionally asking questions and going to bed earlier than us by dunnooo how many hours. I always thought that my dad was a really funny guy with stupid hokkien phrases he makes up and actions he does always brighten the household. But i also remember the times when i was really angry with anybody, he would just sit by and talk to me like the most grown up and mature guy ive ever seen and sometimes i wouldnt get it until after a period of time. Sometimes i thought. why would i spend so much money while u scrimp and save for me? why would go for things u would never even thought of going for even when u earn so much more than me? hahaha i guess being a dad is really tough then. Well since this is once a year i dont mind dedicating this long post to my dad. Its hard for asian cultures nowadays to be intimate with their parents and i am an asian too. hahaha. but all in all i would like to say sth. Thank you dad for everything u have done what i see and what i didnt see im sure it was the best for me. Thank you.

PEACE OUT.

Life of a salesman - yellowcard

"Father I will always be, that same boy who stood by the sea."- lyrics from Life of a salesman

2008-06-10T21:39:00.000-07:00

I just realised i have 99 posts. hahahahahahaha. so many. this one is the 100th. Well 2 nights ago I spent my entire night with this guy who doesnt wanna go home. his name is yong lin. At first it started out as an innocent meet up for dinner and then we ended up walking from tampines to pasir ris. Its extremely gay super uber. I have nth to say. Hahahaha. Catched up abit. it was like 2 ald la then we wanted to go home. Walked pass a kopitiam and saw many ppl. I went like EHHHHHHHHHHhhh I thought today got euro cup, since we are ald out this late might as well stay up for that match. Hahahahaa. Shit see how it links, that is why I dont have enough sleep nowadays. Oh and that match was Netherlands(holland) vs Italy. Stupid italy lost. Holland outplayed, outwit and outlasted them. Im not a punter but Italy really sucked that night la, it was a dissapointment. Doesnt matter anyway im rooting for holland so ITS GOOD. I couldnt count how many times we ran across the roads with the cars in front of our faces that night, hahaha we could have lost our lives. Back to work.

Peace out
The adventure - Angels and airwaves

2008-06-05T13:47:00.001-07:00

Sorry guys, looking at all your situations right now I feel damn lucky, lucky enough to not be in it. Sometimes, I look at you guys giving ur best shot for everything u do for that someone else and things just don't seem to go your way. I mean why does it have to be this way, I really dont see anything wrong with you guys. Can a simple reason be that the other person is sick of you ? or just bored? or just think ur not good enough? what about the past u have gone through with them? .. well life just seems to be against u sometimes and the odds really do suck. But when u realised u have done ur best, its good enough as its not ur fault. At least u tried to make her happy and tried to maintain it as long as you can. The point now is not to forget about what happen, but realising that u tried ur best, the decision is made by the other party. What can u do? It takes 2 hands to clap. U can screw urself if u initiated sth and made a terrible mistake but the point now is u didnt. So be glad that everything happened, its not that she hates u or sth, but lifes like. Im know its extremely saddening that all is over when that day came and emotions will erupt in the inside of you. Well to be honest u have to give urself sometime to get over it and although this phrase has been said time and again, TIME WILL HEAL. yes it will. im sure of it. So dont spend that time in ur room alone, come out more often and look at other things, there are always friends to get u by hard times. So be realistic and confront ur own feelings, there is nothing wrong to be sad and any guy who tells u to get over it is unrealistic. but give urself sometime and im sure it would be better. U TRIED UR BEST GUYS that is extremely impt.
Well this is dedicated to both my friends Mr Y and Mr F. Dont worry we will be there. :D

Peace out

2008-05-29T13:05:00.000-07:00

Hi recently ive been really sporty! Im a really sporty boy. :D

This is yonglin's pair of blades. Ive been practising on it for 2 hours at the street soccer court near bedok reservoir mac. Hahahaha. Its really hard, i swear i fell down a few times in front of girls somemore when my friends when for mac first. For those who want to attempt to try, pls take risks to move forwards if not ull never get it. Its like if u hesistate u will fall and if u just do it u wont. Hahaha. A few falls is inevitable la so do try it.

WHY SUDDENLY SO ON !?

Street soccer has been evident on weekends despite the scorching sun when we are living in a dot near the equator. WHY SO ON !? hahaha. and east coast park has been really frequented like super often. but good la. why sit at home in front of the com, go out cycle and blade also not that bad right.Something new that might go on for awhile until the trend dies off and we will be back in the lan gaming shops playing Call of Duty 4 again.

Gay friends hanging out almost every single day. I miss bed and that pleasant but uber weird dream. I need more dreamless nights to rest my AUNTIE FILLED - SCOLDING - HOTDOG IMMUNED - SUPER TIRED brain. hahahaha.

The grass is green, even greener than the other side.

2008-05-26T11:53:00.001-07:00

Ok this is another post right after the one at the bottom. I just cant see why some people cant see that it might be fun to them at that moment, would cause a really bad experience for somebody else. Sometimes it might be fun to you, but have u ever thought how that person felt at that freaking point of time, how he was at hes wits ends trying his best? This people are usually the closest of friends trying to joke around and I personally feel that they feel its harmless and i understand. But why not try to take it a step further and feel how that person feels. If its because of this a relationship is lost, then i think its time to take this to a stop. Maybe without all this bullcrap i wont be where i am right now typing this stupid random out of the blue post. Its really not very pleasant as I found out from another person if u said things for fun and it was a total turn off when "fun" things you do go too far. Can't people leave people alone ? if some understanding was given for that short period of time, it would have gotten much further instead of stupid awkwardness. Decipher.

Privacy PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
I hate this

2008-05-26T11:42:00.001-07:00

Hello there
the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim
of darkness in the valley
we can live like jack and sally if we want

where u can always find me
We'll have helloween on christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me
your already the voice inside my head
I miss you, miss you

Blink 182
I miss you

2008-05-22T12:32:00.001-07:00

Except for toilet visits, I find borders a rather interesting place after all. As i keep walking pass rows and rows of books everyday its really hard to not stop and read them although I was rather oblivious to its presence there at first. From philosophy, self help and fictions I think I would like to spend some time there alone finding stuffs, its so stupid i know i go there everyday. But i really need to purposely go there for the stuff instead of ON THE WAY random browsing. The cooking section is just extremely near the toilet , GREAT! its on the way. hahaha. I actually stood there and read this book by jamie oliver for 10 mins while telling my supervisor i was going to the toilet, hahahaa, faked a stomach ache. yes the weekends are here and saturday is the day !!! woohoo my first and probably, maybe last weekend off. haha. u rarely get this. looking forward to it! cheers !

Peace out

Angels and airwaves - Everything's magic

2008-05-10T13:41:00.000-07:00

I ve got a new sofa set and a coffee table at home. Mums getting rich, son's getting poorer. My sis just took out the xbox controller and played. and i wondered when was the last time i actually touched that thing. I bought it on an impulse 2 christmas ago when the xbox 360 was actually out. Stupid boy. hahahaha. No time to play such things now also. Oh and the call of duty 4 is the new shit in the lan shop. Basket, we were playing call of duty 4 in our own world that day at paradiz center while a few boys joined in the game. AND WE TOT WE WERE GOOD ENOUGH TO JOIN A COMPETITION. out of 4 or 5 games we only won 1 and drawed the other. crap. they were damn freaking good. hey its a good game do give it a shot. CALL OF DUTY. Its not as if NS is gonna be as fun as that game. u get to be a real soldier and die in the battlefield for real. hahahaha, time will come. And being super random, mohd hazizi and I went to jog at the bedok reservoir at around 830 pm at night. AFTER WORK. DAMN TIRED. Then i ATE before i jog, i ate a normal china person meal with rice and all. AND I JOGGED. the after effect was acute pain at the right side of ur stomach. i tahan-ed abit la. pain. WE COMPLETED THE RESERVOIR 5.4 km. Believe it. in secondary school, u normally see the same bunch of TAF club ppl walking behind until mr yeo comes breathing on ur back. That was the past. fun la not bad, jogging is great at night. Whatever la the shit uve been hearing about trees give off CO2 at night, nobody cares. Jogging at night with thecool breeze is damn good. although its tiring i would swap it for work anytime. more to come !!

Peace out

Untitled - blink 182
"it's not a change of pace, this time i'll get it right, it's not a change of taste, i was the one there last night"

2008-05-08T11:21:00.000-07:00

I watched harold and kumar with the same group of people recently. GOOD SHOW! damn good. i cannot stress enough of its extremely funny explicit content. for those 18 and above its a must watch for those under 18 well.... U CAN ALWAYS TRY OR u die getting paiseh in front of the queue being rejected and all. Its a great movie 5 out of 5 for the ratings. U can see harold and kumar's classics all at the movie. good and goofy show if ur down go watch it itll cheer u up.

So much for the movie, works still the same. i cant stress enough for how much shit im going through so im not. i thoRecently, i went to this soccer accessories-sports shop with mohd hazizi at peninsula plaza. I seriously went in with the intention of SEEING only. I almost bought a liverpool jersey at 126 dollars i think i cant remember but i rather wait for the next season then buy the new jersey since this season is ending really soon. Its so expensive! crap. oh and i ended up buying a scarf that has the liverpool name and logo on it. Im hanging it on top of my clothes cupboard with a clip and i think it looks pretty stupid. but LIVERPOOL. I rather enjoyed the moment of spending unnecessary money but when i reached home it was hell. mother scolded me " BUY CLOTHES NVM, GO BUY THIS TYPE OF USELESS THING NOBODY SEE PUT IN UR ROOM FOR WHAT!!?" ah heck lifes like that la. Oh and this 2 buggers namely Ogy and hazizi. they got 2 onitsuka tiger shoes for a freaking cheap price because the person keyed in wrongly. The price is unbelievable and on that day hazizi treated everyone to sakura and i missed it cause i was sleeping... Seeeeeeeeeee.. Im wondering why, sleeping 12 hours feels like ive been sleeping for 5 and it doesnt make a difference. do i need to see a doctor? no im serious. My lecturers think so too. I can on my msn and while waiting for my msn to log in its poooooofff on the bed and its 9 am. hahahahaha.

Oh and to that friend of mine, pls dun feel sad anymore. Cheer up. Shocked when u called crying.

Somebody said I was realistic and sensible.

Peace out. Cheers

Blink 182
Whats my age again

2008-04-25T12:11:00.000-07:00

Hi there. Its been a really tiring week and proud to say whether we noticed it or not we are going pass our third week in attachment. Its really tiring and time pasts really really fast. I mean it. its like all of a second its a new week again and then there comes the freaking weekends that i dread and have nightmares about. I had my haircut, finally. Short and sweet. I got so lifeless after work on tuesday, I went to paragon's marketplace to shop. Seriously, now its family and work and sleep. There is hardly any time for any socialising during attachment. I love the little time i have on MRT rides, bus rides, late night walks down orchard road, and occasional 1 or 2 hour meet up with close friends after work. Im not trying to say anything but i just realise that its the little things that matter sometimes. After this attachment ill learn to treasure everything more. Time with people is so easily taken for granted in the past and now even if its just meeting a friend to go home its really cool and nice of them. THANKS. Oh and now that working is the major issue, i spend money and loads of them on food. cause i have no chance to spend my moneyT.T. I went to Fish and Co with mohd hazizi just for a casual lunch. That was stupid. But it was well worth it. Orchard is getting familiar, far too familiar ald. Hiya. I would see myself in the service industry if i do this type of things. U actually deal with unreasonable customers and Aunties who keep complaining about the drink when there is nth wrong with it. U either do ur best or u die trying. Food establishments, hiya, no way man for my permanent job. But if its for 4 months only i think its fine and it teaches indirectly on how to deal with people. Coming to this job makes me come up with one phrase. U learn to follow before you can lead. U have to humble urself to the bare minimum doing shit chores, only will you know that life is great. Hahaha. U really have to be there and do it. So one advice is if u wanna climb up the social, career ladder, u have to bring urself down to zero. Cheers!

Tired tired tired

everything happens for a reason

Peace out

2008-04-15T12:15:00.001-07:00

HAH. Its the second week of attachment ald ! fast fast. crap. on sunday i saw yongpeng and candice at wheelock while "going to the toilet" when i was at work. I was actually attempting to check the apple store out at wheelock place while this guy looked familiar hahaha then i realised it was yongpeng. Crap. U see how this world smacks u in the face, while ppl are lovingly at NYDC i think so, im working. Crap. Lol anyway they visited me for awhile la. They actually smsed me and i didnt realise cause im a good worker and i dont use my phone during working time. :) . I see so many types of different ppl everyday at work. hiya. nvm la. I think ill gain a couple of weight after this whole attachment thing is done. I keep seeing hotdogs everyday, i get to see them so much i can almost swear that i gained some weight just by smelling that amount of hotdogs. crap. Ice cream is getting more familiar to me now its not so foreign so when a customer asks for ice cream i wont stand there and stone and smile. hahaha. im getting familiar to the surroundings. Im missing out alot from everywhere. While being on my way to get my dinner from orchard towers, im actually quite slow or whatever u might call me. I didnt discover this part of orchard before. wah lau eh. im so mountain tortoise la whatever u might call it. THERE ARE SO MANY HIGH END BRANDS AT THE OTHER END. Im just fascinated that is it this corner that all the really high ended brands are clumped together like they dun wanna mix with the normal crowd. Hahahaha. really. well i walked down and saw brands and boutiques like LV , prada , valentino, DKNY, hermes, emporio armani. all the angmohs ah, carrying shopping bags of emporio armani and LV. Rich ppl spend like that la. then come orange julius buy hot dogs. hiya. wats with young kids shopping at massimo dutti. Wth. Secondary school ppl, after school, week day at massimo dutti ? Guess singaporean parents are really getting good money nowadays. I wish i was part of the crowd sometimes u know. The one buying things, not the one standing there watching ppl walk pass like that. sucks. lol. really. Nvm. There are some things high on my gadget lists and my clothes list that i must wait and be patient. Im gonna earn my own money and get it, and be happy with it. Whats the point of using parents money and buy. Hahaha. to me its like i dun earn it. ok first my gadget list is that i want that MACBOOK and IPOD CLASSIC. Thats all. simpleboy. I just need a classic macbook that will last me for quite long. I like mac cause its classy, fun, and not boring like windows. At least ill feel happy when i look at that macbook. Hahaha. For clothes ah, i just need abit more la then ok ald. Wait for sale la cheaper. Oh and im desperate for FINAL FANTASY 7 Crisis core. Anyone ? pls pls pls . k thanks bye.

Cheers

Peace out

Song of the week

Wont go home without you - Maroon 5

2008-04-10T12:31:00.000-07:00

Its been a few days seem attachment have passed. It seems to screw the biological clock that is running in me. Im working in the afternoon and ending late at night. DAMN. its like when everybody is working im sleeping and when everybody is chilling and having fun im working. hahahaha. nvm la attachment is too short to complain any further i shall just take it as it is for now. It seems that there is a change in standards, requirements in the new working environment. Hahahaha. U are no longer sheltered by teachers, parents and what nots that u are used to. Its the real deal that ur facing. Its kind of cool to learn new things and working in a new environment. U learn to deal with ppl with different nationalities, personalities and sexualities. hahahaha. Well, Ive been sort of doing the same thing the past few days of attachment i think im learning something new tml. Ive made new friends thank god they are nice ppl. AND THE GOOD THING ABOUT ATTACHMENT IS THAT I FEEL THAT IM ON TIME MORE OFTEN NOW ! ok. ive learned a lesson. and i worked out this theory. In the past, i used to be so near Temasek poly that i always think that ill be on time if i leave the house 10 mins before lesson starts and usually im late. (more often then not). Now that the outlet is far away, im always on time. its proven. The further u live, the higher the chances of being on time. Hahahaha. For me at least. Ok so far, i have been working on weekdays which isnt that crowded, everybody working says that on weekends, it will be hell and i will wish that ill be back studying in TP. hahaha. WELL. Good luck to me. Hahaha.Cheers

Peace out

2008-04-03T11:26:00.000-07:00

Hey there guys! hahaha. its only the second day in which school starts which was yesterday and im ald finding myself staying up in school till 8 to finish a project. COOL OR WHAT !? wah piang eh. oh and i have found out which company ive been attached to and its orange julius. hahaha. im not gonna tell u guys where it is or announce it publicly ask me if u want to know. Basically right its a 6 days work week. lerrrrrrrrr all my friends got 5 days but i got the highest pay man!!! woohoo. HIGHEST. Im a highly paid person now. Im proud of it:) its a shift 8 hours work earliest 9 start work latest go home is 12 or 1. GGd . totally. but nvm la i think ill enjoy the really good location there and i was actually more happy for the location then the pay. Oh and there is starbucks beside it, i can probably grab a kopi after work and chill. I just went for this typhoid jab today that costs me 25 bucks. shit. damn ex. but its a must and the company wants to see it as it is important. I went with khairul as he wanted to see the doctor too. I woke up at 3 today. lerrrrrrrrr. we went to Tampines mall there after. Oh and the thing about orange julius right, is they expect us to wear a polo tee shirt and black jeans everyday! crap. I have to go look for clothes now. Black jeans , i personally dun like wearing black jeans as they make me look like a mat. hahaha and "some" (almost all) secondary school ppl wearing it especially skinnys. I am a little excited about the posting to the attachment place as it is in town. Hopefully i get to catch a glimpse of some chicks. town town town. Rocks. town town town. its a slight change of environment rather then always going somewhere around my area. Hopefully ill have some social time and all. hiya. There is this project thing called food safety in which we have to take while having attachment. i ald have 6 days working and probably have to come back home late and still do it. I think I wont have that much time for everything else. Hopefully there will be some time for Mus art on monday evenings. I gotta go i guess. school's starting at 9 tml while its ald 230am now.Hahaha. :)

CHeers to attachment

Peace out

Song of my week
Josie - Blink 182

2008-03-27T11:58:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching SYO's concert. FIRST TIME . i didnt sleep in the concert. it was a really good concert with festive overture, hadyn's trumpet concerto and tchaikovsky symphony no.5. Basket that idham beside me huh, keep having stomach aches periodically. hhahahahaha. it was damn hilarious oh and btw i went with dham and ogy. Great. Inspires me more to play in an orchestra, happening concert. That ogy ah, once he spots a chick hell go on with it. Apparently she went in with some CHIJ girls and ogy damn happy. Loser. LOL. But quite pretty so ok la i understand him. We went to Macdonalds after the concert to eat and then went off. I found a new entertainment on my psp again. Its GOD OF WAR!!! rocks man. 1 hour journey seems to be like minutes when ur on that game. Cool la. Shiok. Just whack. No thinking required. I like it. Ive been going out every single day now and my money is like downhilling again. im beginning to see the red alert! once i get cash everything goes man. Its a bad habit. I cant and should not spend too much when i get my allowance in the beginning of the week. lerrrr. TEACH ME TO SAVE PLS ! School's starting soon, or shall i say attachment? same thing. I hope that i wont have to work on weekends also thatll be killing me. Oh and i met felicia and meiyin on the same day at TM. Issit because school is starting then it seems that abit of the face of school is starting to appear in ur life ?hahahaha. think so. What would life be in NAFA ? ive just been to NAFA. It just seems so much more inviting with the ppl of same interest there. It just that u can click more with ppl there then in TP science school. IF ONLY I HAD KNOW AFTER MY OLEVELS!!!!arhhhhhh crap. i keep regretting when i see this type of things. arts management!! Nevermind. I believe god will lead me to wherever i might go and it will be the best for me. Who knows i might be a chef in 5 years time? hahaha. thanks for entertaining my random thoughts. ok good nite

Peace out

When I see you, I strive to be a better man to be able to stand tall next to you one day

2008-03-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

One concert down ! one more to go. hahaha this one with dunman is a short one. we played some fun stuff and its over just like that. Thanks guys, great playing with all of you. Im freaking beat, my biological clock is screwed up, i end up sleeping really early like 5 am lol for the past 2 days and waking up at 4pm. lerrrrrrrrrrr. hahaha. cant be continuing this bad habit, waste my day at home sleeping. Woah my parents were at this concert, and coincidentally im playing together with my sister :) hahaha. but nah she was on the violin while yea. different. I wish there was more time for everything else. Oh and THANK YOU JASMINE FOR THE MUFFIN see i never forget. Band tml again, and easter on sunday and mus art ensemble on monday. Zzzzzz. What a fruitful holiday.

Peace out

Hands down - dashboard confessional

I would have given my best if i knew.

2008-03-14T10:35:00.001-07:00

Life goes on . later !

Peace out

2008-03-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

WOI !!! YESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank god i passed all my papers today. Bloody hell make me kanchiong. I was actually dreaming about studying for my Food processing paper last night.... Im serious i was studying some chapter i forgotten what, and then when i woke up i saw this message with no name saying exam results.. panic . i read through the shit i was like YES AHHHH. i actually look through the whole sms like 3-4 times again and again and just seeing a D beside my ADFS was like making me smile for the next 5 min.. hahahahaha... no worries ald i can finally enjoy my very first hols without supplementary papers! hahaha what a day. Oh and i think i need to take up a new activity to spend my time. hiya. This hols is the shit ! Ive got loads of time in my hands, and shouldnt spend it cooping up at home. i think out of 7 days a week ive got 4 days of standing in front of the marimba..... crap. I need to find sth new to do man but with the upcoming concert with dunman's percussion ensemble i think there goes again. Im sort of ok with it cause theyre playing in victoria concert hall. Whenever I step into the hall it gives me sort of happy memories of Viva la musica 1 where everything began. hahahaha. I remembered the times when we were still crazy young people just going with the flow and doing all the stupid stuffs. WELL we still are! hahaha.

When you say nothing at all - ronan keating

peace out

2008-03-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hi there guys. Im back from percussion ensemble practise. I got a great car ride back today thanks to dennis. hahhaaha if not ill be alone on the train every monday staring blank at the blurring scenery of the moving train. Well, i must say its quite a chill out week. Went for the botanic gardens performance yesterday to see them play. Aiya the 5 of us tried to squeeze in a 1m by 2m mat which izzat brought along. hahaha. It was not bad, the performance it sounded like it was played straight out from a radio from where we heard. There was some commotion going on after that which is , i dont wanna say. Sometimes i feel that things are abit overboard and its not only me who feels that way. so anyway we went to plaza sing and ate. Nth much for that day and i went home after that. For today it was just MAPE practice. I think I understand more and more after each practise is over and go home with sth new. Yes. Learning with so many ppl different ppl is really a good experience for me, thanks. Jessie thinks about food all day long, while kumar brought his sticks today . like dunno how many pairs, So many of them. Today was a fun practise and all its cool. Were playing a piece called bangala. I know what ur thinking but its not. hahaha. Im really tired. GOodnite .

Peace out

2008-02-28T10:19:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS .
hopefully no supp at all .

Hey there , i think i was the first person who left the whole exam hall today. hahaha. Made me feel damn insecure like i never write enough like that. The big fan in front of me, blow blow blow blow blow hair keep irritating my eyes . That is why i think i should go for a hair cut soon . The day was spend in bedok in hazizi's place in the afternoon with cheap nasi padang which is somewhere near his house. then it was idham and fairuz in the evening with yong tau foo at banquet. AND FINALLY the 3 of us apparently couldnt find anything else to do when to the library and when we were about to get home , this girl was at the cafe ! hahaha. like familiar only. It was CY and her friend . lol . brownies and wedges . GGD . the whole day was like eating . every 2 hours once .Then fauzi surprisingly called and fetched all of us home. super surprising. I think i should try my luck at the singapore pools soon . hahaha. then simpang bedok . ! fries and chipster in the car . wah lau eh . eat eat eat. but shiok ah. ok that was how i spent my last day of my exams. shud sleep soon dudes and dudettes. eyelids closing.

Peace out

give me luck, patience,courage and a bit of hope. I need it .

2008-02-23T09:15:00.001-08:00

yea ! ADFS is finally over! the way these classmates of mine discuss about it after the test made me kanchiong hahaha. And I decided i shouldnt worry too much since i did my best and even if i fail at least i tried. Next big thing, PBPN exam. lacking sleep, not cause of studying but cause of a devil in disguise named youtube. lol. waste alot of time but addictive. I cant count the number of times i listen to the same song on youtube its like damn stupid but what else can u expect from blink 182 ? haha . I know this sounds damn random but blink182 should get back together and play songs like they used to. I played FIFA ytd on my psp till like 230 still figuring out how that stupid hazizi got to shoot from half a court and score . zzzzzzzzzzz. and its beckham he was using btw. My eyelids weigh like a thousand kilo now, im going off in like a few sentences time.
Just for your info little things that you do really made my day and started of smiling like just by texting "good morning" thank you. :)

GWell you dawned on me and you bet I felt it, DI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted, EmI fell right through the cracks,CAnd now I'm tryin to get back.... GBefore the cool dun run out, Ill be givin it my bestest DNothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention EmI reckon its again my turn, C DTo Win some or learn some....CHORUS:G DBut I wont hesitate EmNo more, No more C G---D---Em---C----(D again if it feels good)It can not wait; I'm Yours (credits took from ultimate-guitar.com tabbed by twinter7)

This song is by jason mraz and i was playing this before blogging. HAHAHA i pasted the chords here too urmm if u are interested go try it out. I think he palm mutes the whole thing and for the strumming part u can go figure it out. Sth to pass time ! k bye

Peace out

2008-02-19T09:32:00.000-08:00

Hi guys to those still up at 1.32 am studying for the final examinations all the best. Finally the big exam of the semester is up in my face. Went to starbucks to study today. Its great in the early afternoon to have a big cup of hot vanilla latte to accompany those messy notes of mine. I shall consider putting a big stapler in my bag after all this years but its too late ! lol . I just did a topic on fats just now and protein metabolism i still have like 1248630725120621735601243 pages of notes to go through and UNDERSTAND. Nvm nvm im not the only one going through this shit right now, i shouldnt complain. Wah lau, there is the champions league going on later and i dont have cable vision. dang. Just went for some dinner at a kopitiam just now, first time sia dunno what occasion go coffee shop eat dinner. I asked my parents and they said "oh, we havent eat yu sheng with our own family yet". ok. Counting down from now right, we have about 9 official days before my exams finish !

Recently Mr lim just left the band la, anyway I dunno if he will be reading this shit and I doubt so but i would like to say Thank you for being with us for the past 6 years la. U used to scold me like crap during band and it honestly didnt get to me but now that i have grown out of the past im beginning to see some sense in what u say in the past and it has made me a better person. With all gratitude I wont forget what u contributed and gave to the band cause without you everything was not possible. I still remember a transition period during sec 1 where u came in and the older conductor passed away. Being the pioneer batch we have came from dust to gold dust. Clinching gold awards wasnt the best part of our time with you but the jokes and the time spent in the AVA room was what made us better people. From being made paiseh in front of the whole band each and everytime u open ur mouth and criticise me or the band we were made better people, from each mistake u pinpointed from our scores we would change and indirectly made us more meticulous about playing music. This isnt just talk and i would like to thank you sincerely as a member of the band. Thank you. I nv disliked you FYI hahahaha. Hope your reading this somehow .

The rock show- blink 182
Peace out

2008-02-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hi . long time since i last blog. Im like deciding to do it now anyway since my wednesday is schooless :) hahahaa . woke up at 1130 just now , hahaha yes i started studying like finally. Sometimes U just have to the take the first step and everything will fall into place, It isnt that difficult after all. I know its damn boh liao , but the scenery outside is like going to rain but still have some dim light from the sun while a strong breeze is blowing into my room. Damn random i know, but nice. Its a damn lazy afternoon la, with this stupid cds term test 2 i have later at 6 and im not gonna study for it cause its too stupid. Ill rather study for my main papers like now. Been listening to some of simple plan's music recently and I must say its damn shiok. LOL. When u dont touch it for sometime and u suddenly go back to it its damn nice. That day went to shoons place to jam again with fairuz. I think our best played song is I believe in a thing called love. Hahahaha its the classic rock song man , uve gotta hear it . Blink 182 is also one of our current favourites. Songs like adam's song, I miss you and dammit . SHIOK . Cant wait for the next session anyway . CNY is a bummer. 1 day of visiting and thats it . I always wondered why my friends all seem so happening during chinese new year. For me i just go to grandma's place and sit awhile while all the relatives go there . We dun go to any other ppls house . Lol damn sian. nvm Ang bao collection wasnt that bad :)))) . my favourite rudiment now is the swiss army triplet cause u really LOOK damn cool if u can do it really fast. Arh im missing someone . bye

Splender- I think god can explain
Peace out

2008-02-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

BNSS concert is finally over ! endless night practices have paid off . It was great , learned new things and all. Fun concert. Oh and pls mistakes done during the concert forget about it at least u enjoyed urself and did ur best further more it was your first time ah carissa so no frets. Lately TP has this open house for careers and i went to check it out .. WOAH alot of companies there setting up their booths and everybody were engrossed in what they were looking for. I went to crash this NUS or SMU talk i cant rmb with sean. Basket wanna get in a university must have a GPA of at least 3.5 and must interview also ... not that im interested but i know where i stand .. hey those of you who wanna go Uni dun be discouraged by my post pls im just refering to myself .. This sem is ending and CNY is the next big thing ! woohooo .. i think itll be only for 2 days the most and the family part of CNY will be over and not forgetting I will be studying during this period of time .. YEA AND AFTER THAT HOLS ! cool sia .. this sem the holidays would be shortened by a month !! A MONTH cause attachment starts early. With the attachment starting i think itll be tiring and furthermore i heard that the ensemble will have night at jurong ! wah lau eh damn far la .. But nvm i like what im doing so im going for it ! ahahahahaa .. cant wait . a few more weeks before this studying shit will be over !! Time to start .. Ciao

Peace out
once bitten twice shy

2008-01-22T07:48:00.000-08:00

BAND WEEK . everyday is band . every single day is band . but still its better than school .. definitely no doubt . Sometimes i ask myself whether im doing sth i like and i ponder and ponder and ponder .. And i still dun see myself doing anything in the near future involving what im studying now .. definitely .. Im regretting it ald and ya shoot me in the head .. i shud have done what i liked instead of what i think i can make money with .. Even if i earn a little lesser but im enjoying every single day of my work why not ? I think they always say we have to be practical but i feel being practical is having passion in what you do , not so much on whats the best job in the market right now where the future is right . I mean what has doing sums with formulaes and seeing what affects shelf life do with me ? Its a really interesting subject alright thats if u like it. Am i gonna be in this industry for 20 years down or 30 ? No . Why not quit now ? its time future has to be taken in my hands. Talked to hannan for awhile and he said he does his coursework everyday and sleeps awhile , but he likes it. While here i am complaining when im not doing anything at all. Its time to change, shud i continue or just stay on ? I can see myself being in the service line talking to people helping out and communicating , or being in the esplanade organising events. why not ? ARHHHH ... Good game ....

2008-01-06T09:10:00.000-08:00

Woohoo this week is like another holiday week . Yes there is school but its damn slack for this week .. hahaha ..Oh man i have to be in school later again . Nvm tml finish early finishes at about 2 .. Great ! maybe i should study a little .. This sem makes me want to try a little harder cause next sem is like attachment soon .. HAHAHAHA.. yes im admitting it .. im looking forward to the allowances that they give ! I just realised im always doing things half heartedly which aint any good at all. I need to start believing in myself mannnnnnnn ... Cmon im not that bad .. I think i just dun put in enough effort in anything and start complaining that something is too hard for me .. HAhahahaha .. Im sorry that i realised this and its abit too late .hahaha . I just need to put in effort for everything i do and things should be fine and easy going ..
I should just list some resolutions
-Aiming to complete this semester without taking any supplementary paper
-Get fit
-Able to properly play a 4 mallet piece on the marimba
-Taking up a sport
-Wearing shades and don't look like an idiot
-Get over it
-To save 5 dollars each week (really mean it )
-To get my driving license by this year
-To read the bible everyday
-To stop disturbing ogy and jiaxing

Peace out

"U brought me up and teared me down , like an old abandon house" - Over you , Daughtry

2008-01-03T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha quite a long time since i posted an entry which was sometime before christmas .. Well I would like to wish all of U a happy new year 2008 ! its a great year i know ! Lets keep the best memories and forget bout the shit that happened the year before .. Have you made ur resolution(s) ? I have made mine :) Looking back at 2007 i guess it was a really fast year and it was filled with ups and downs . I mean its normal but yea it hit quite hard and was quite low once in awhile ..BUT NONETHERLESS IVE PASSED THROUGH A YEAR ! I think I have grown quite alot , learning more and more and gaining much more experiences which teaches me to be a better person the hard way .A new year , a new start . The old has to go before the new arrives . Why ponder upon the door that is longed closed when there is another door that is opened for you ? hahahaha .. Weather has been cold and chilly lately which is damn good for sleeping . I have been spending late nights outside with Zi and company which isnt helping much at all .. IM STILL BROKE .. and im feeling tired ald .. Goodnite

2007-12-21T10:10:00.000-08:00

hey all .. just came back from the BBQ .. It was raining heavily in the afternoon .. dang .. but ya went at night of course .. it was a great BBQ with almost all my classmates there .. lol .. hitched a ride from chern .. nth much .. it was great though . came home and tried to catch naruto .. WATS WRONG WITH THE INTERNET CONNECTION THIS FEW DAYS !?!??!?! keep getting disconnected for some reason or another and it sucks .. i have to play the video again and again as it stops loading when it is disconnected especially when u are at the kanchiong scene for e.g the part where naruto comes out with four tails pawning orochimaru !??? wth that sucks . anyway christmas is nearing .. should do some resolutions for next year ald ! hahahaha .. somebody's birthday is coming soon too i guess .. Im feeling stupid over small little things .. I sometimes wonder .. Life is NOT a bed of roses and even if it was i would be lying in the middle area .. YES the thorns .. sucks .. nvm .. soon ill get out of this shit hole .. Maybe i should do sth more this christmas .. ahhh .. Looking forward to christmas party at my uncle's place anyway ... looking forward to school reopening soon ??!!! NAHHHHHH ... lol ... but still life goes on Merrry christmas everybody .. God bless .. MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS
time for loving and sharing

peace out
Wayne

2007-12-18T10:21:00.000-08:00

Didn't mind being thrash that was re - used . Didn't mind being there for you everytime even if u were with someone else . Didn't mind being there even if I knew nothing would happen . Didn't mind spending time with u even though u walk in and out of so many relationships except me . Didn't mind not being the one u talked about with your friends . Didn't mind u going out with some else while ill just be there when u fall . Didn't mind waiting for you while it was already an hour . Didn't mind if u didnt realise I was there for you through it all . didn'tI mind at all, as all these are worth exchanging for your single smile :)

That was random , it sort of came out when i heard guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus.
Good song . Christmas is coming and the weather is getting cold. lol sounds like its gonna snow soon .. I was wondering if it would just snow for a day and i think everybody in singapore would be really happy and the surroundings would be beautified by white snow . lol . anyway it wont happen it would always remain as a IF . Christmas being a time for sharing , i think i need to spend more time with my family . oh ya and another reason why im spending more time with family nowadays its partly because im broke ..... sianed .. nvm .. Thank god for giving me wonderful friends and family to celebrate christmas with . I just realised my true friends are the ones who would be by my side no matter how bad i feel .. Thanks .. I hope we realise how lucky we are when we are surrounded by friends and family. Maybe because its christmas that im beginning to see things .. ohhhh pls let christmas come soon .. Christmas tree havent set up !?? hahahahaha .. soooooon i guesss .. this hazizi ah keep mentioning this phrase which i think is true
Money can always earn , friends cannot . see you dudes around soon

chao
Peace out

2007-12-09T20:30:00.000-08:00

finally back man ! back from KL study trip .. miss singapore alot and i miss eating normal food...instead of eat restaurant food EVERYDAY EVERYDAY ..Yes i mean everyday every meal .. WTH .. alamak alot to say ah , dunno start from where . Basically right the trip was divided into 4 days . We went to several factories for example nestle ( producing milo , kit kat ) , julie's biscuit and some chocolate factory . Slept with yeo chern shin . everyday when we goy back to the hotel its always a pack of cards and a group of gamblers who would complain they have not enough sleep the next day ... wah lau .. eh i owned them in tai tee la .. But i got thrashed in blackjack .. NOW I KNOW WHY GAMBLING IS ADDICTIVE .. hahahaha and there was this day that we gambled till late and yongpeng couldnt go back to his room cause wenxin was sleeping ald , i ended up sharing bed with him .. WTH LA ... nvm ...........

The factory visits were mostly boring except for a few . EH REALLY MAN .. especially the biscuits it was damn cute to see the biscuits move . There was abit of shopping here and there .

journeys on the bus were damn quiet since everybody was sleeping .. the trip was like ( eat , factory , sleep on bus to next destination ) thats all . LOL . REALLY .. Felicia fell sick on the last day ... she got better later on . ya thats all for the KL trip .. wait for my friends to upload those photos and then ill sort of take from them and show it . K goodbye !!

P. S here are some pics frm the swspe concert

k done bye !

2007-11-28T08:26:00.000-08:00

Yo guys ! just came back from ensemble practise at ulu pandan cc .. lol it might sound ulu but its ok .. the place is grand .. Oh ya now for some publicity .. There is a concert this sunday put up by the Singapore wind symphony percussion ensemble at ulu pandan community center . This is a collaboration between temasek , singapore and nanyang polytechnic . Ney rosauros concerto for timpani . For temasek poly , we are playing brazilian street dance ! So come along bring your family and friends if you want . For more enquiries pls contact me man ! Im dead tired , ive been eating alot of nonsense at night for e.g cheeseburger at 12 am in the morning .. mannnn .. how to grow fit ?? :D My money or cash flow for this week has officially stopped dead .. And the problem is i cant even remember what i spent on .. maybe its time to stop spending so much . Theres a CSAS project left undone , there is mohd hazizi's concert tml , there is SWSPE concert on sunday , there is band on friday with practices on brazilian street dance and there is rehearsal on saturday .. GOOD GAME .. The percussion section did something damn idiotic earlier on which makes me damn damn damn damn damn malu .. I got nth to say . Todays school is alright . Bloody hell i came one hour earlier and i even took a cab thinking i was late for school ................................ I dont mean to be anti - cds but my cds really sucks .. SIAN .. REALLY
Pls save me .. everybody else goes home while i stay back for 2 more hours of cds with a teacher who talks funny english . I have not been doing anything for my cds and i think its a good game but i will pass la .
Sometimes i wonder if im in the right course , learning the right things , doing what i wanna do ? but nah its too late to think about it .. Good night

Peace out

2007-11-25T09:56:00.000-08:00

what a week .. Hahahahah its good that everything has passed . I read this newspaper article man. Bout being an air steward. Ok la meet all the requirements, but stillllll .. gotta clear the pimples on my face a million other "be more(s)" for e.g be more on time , be more neat . Im beginning to see the little things that give people different impression on you. Just by being on time for your first appointment means alot and it tells what type of person you are. YES it really does. Just by pressing the lift for your neighbour makes people smile and say thank you. Peace . I still cant be on time , i think its a habit and im gonna try . ahahaha .. i wish i looked less sleepy , this red bull girl came over and offered us redbull the other day , she said i looked sleepy . EVERYONE SAYS THAT . Its time to open my eyes !!.. ok .. great day bought lots of stuff using somebody else's cash just swipe that card man and thanks . Good day to you all bye its 2 am now fyi.

Peace out

2007-11-14T08:44:00.000-08:00

1246 am on the clock now .. studying for ADFS test tml .. apparently nth went in .. hahaha .. nvm shall read abit longer till like 130 or sth and bed .. Tired .. had this outdoor performance today for tp rawks .. THERE IS THIS FRIGGIN BIG MILO VAN OUTSIDE ! freee .. wth .. rafael came up to me and told me his record was like 7 ???!! nb ..7 cups sia .. oh oh .. and i saw wingyan and dragon boat gang camping there for milo also .. HAHAHA .. she was also camping there drinking milo .. cup after cup .. lol funny .. it was quite shiok .. went down to band room to do some random stuffs .. im getting bored of that stupid bach cello suite ald .. i need to progress abit .. try reading a few more lines .. nvm i can do it .. with the help of the euphonium player samuel to help me read those high end bass clef notes .. then i dun have to go like E G B D F all the time .. kanasai .. lol .. they tried to play the latin song .. jasmine and weida .. they had earpieces connected to the metronome i was like WOAH ..! hiong .. i went home and slept for awhile until dinner when my father came home .. EATING ALL LEFTOVER BBQ FROZEN FOOD >. satay and the prawns sia .. 2 weeks since i ate dinner at home .. which i must say was dearly missed .. Surprisingly i realised the best part of the house to sleep in was my sister's mattress .. damn .. maybe im too tired .. i dun even feel my bed's that comfortable .. her bed is like wah .. lie down only knock out .. dou dou likes it there too .. mother is playing my PSP againnnnnnnnn .. wth ... nvm she sick thats why at home play for a day .. she's on leave that means i wont be late for school tml .. damnnnn .. goodnite guys

2007-11-10T11:04:00.000-08:00

Yo whats up guys !! concerts over ! been a long time .. hahaha and of course great birthday at the chalet thanks guys ! and happy birthday to mr ogy too .. To wingyans mother happy birthday and to Ain happy birthday as well . So many ppl birthdays around the same ! hahaha .. oh well .. Thanks for everything and to those who came thanks thanks thanks . Thanks for the interesting pictures jasmine , weida , sean , raz , ruz , mark . Thanks for the drumset . Thanks for the great day . To the kesian boys thanks for coming over lol .. and to my classmates top 7 thanks for the gifts :) hahahahahaha ..

Why be emo ? be happy always .. Theres always a reason to smile . If there is homework , finish it and look back and be happy . If its a relationship problem , solve it and take it in ur stride . If ur just feeling moody and bored , go out for a walk instead of cooping up at home . If ur feeling lonely call up a friend and find a place to have a drink . Being optimisitic is a choice and its not a chance . :) If u choose to be pessimistic ull be dull , if u choose to look on the brighter side , ull pull it through !! :)

Today i just went for band .. Hahahahaha .. khai called me a freaking 7 times when i woke up .. im sorry im late .. hahaha .. i was supposed to wake up at 830 but i woke up at 11 .. hahaha . sorry khai .. when for band .. see them play .. went to eat .. and then sat down and did nth .. and i just realised i got a Food processing quiz on monday .. Oh mannnn .. that means studying tml .. ok .. then we went to heng shoon's house .. played abit of tennis ( on psp ) watched abit of tele .. Jammed for abit . went to KFC to eat at 8 plus and when over to starbucks at siglap to have a latte with caramel waffle .. i asked for ice cube they gave me a hot mug of latte .. but heck i drank it anyway .. im beginning to hate latte and prefer mocha .. for some reason .. went home took number 10 . i slept awhile .. I have church tml early and its 3 in the morning now .. i think its a really bad habit to be up this late , but ... I shud , i must , i will change it to an earlier timing to sleep .. section meeting with mohd hazizi tml at mac .. goodnite

Peace out

We believe - good charlotte

2007-11-03T23:29:00.000-07:00

This is the section
These are a bunch of poseurs and im one of them

Im right in the middle and to where im facing is a gay fag

Official section picture

Emo kids , im just drinking my tea

The click 5

Well , it was a great concert ! Thanks to all who came .

I learned to calm my nerves in a performance especially street dance by focusing on the piece rather than getting distracted by the audience .. quite hard .. hahahaha .. anyway i believed we all did our best and everybody was looking damn smart with blazers and all .. fun experience .. Hope to perform more and more and more . Nice concert . great day . good food . hope u guys enjoy the pics .

Peace out

2007-11-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

Maybe trying too hard isnt a good thing .. Its time to let it go .. Its easy to say but hard to do , im still trying trying and trying .. Jealousy isnt helping at all . But ill respect this shit and move on .. soon .. I thought I arrived , but just a sentence made the distance longer and longer until i couldnt even see that ray of hope which i depended on , it seems that the moon is shining because of the sun but the sun's real intention wasnt to make the moon shine but because the moon just happened to be there at the right place and at the right time . Everytime I look at you smile it just reminds me of what WAS and what i THOUGHT it was .. I shall bankai off everything soon . Maybe i was never good enough , what was I thinking ? It was just another damn illusion but it was good . If i could , I will nv look back . Thinking of good things just makes u feel worst .

Apart from that random post , hahaha today was another looong day in school . wah today was like damn on sia .. I met meiyin and ain after school at the bustop and i was like asking them wheere they were going ? and they said TM to eat and hahahaha i just followed when they asked me along . I randomly mentioned Pizza hut in the bus and we really went there for food ! Student set meal with meiyin buying drumlets .. hahaha .. It was a good laugh out with them , hilarious and all .. super .. especially when meiyin when for the cherry on top of my ice cream .. damn funny sia .. hahaha uve gotta be there .. went for the last practise b4 concert ytd .. not a bad one .. damn tired ald .. I cant believe weida is such a perverted guy despite the kind and shy demaneour he potrays .. LOL .. Great day .. Meeting meiyin for breakfast at 715 tml at macdonalds .. long time sia since had mac breakfast .. looking forward . bye

Peace out

Blink 182 - I miss you

2007-10-29T09:39:00.000-07:00

Went for jalan raye ytd with the malays .. THere werent as many ppl as compared to last year cause i think theyre having theyre o levels and stuff . anyway .. wah i can conclude . roys house was super power .. his mother's cooking is like super .. rendang , lontong and the samosa .. GODLIKE ! nice .. thanks for the food .. we went to many houses , and last was izzat .. the best .. sit down watch tv , play games .. hahaha .. so weird im the only one not wearing baju kurong hiya.. and everyhouse we go somebody is sure to spill a drink .. SURE .. hahaha jinx or what ? thanks for the day , enjoyed it .

Today was a long day in school with lectures for 2 hours on PBPN .. damn freaking long .. talking bout active transport and what pottasium pumps .. Cant afford to sleep for that lecture , it was too tough man .. ah school was over soon .. went for bubble tea with felicia , chern and caiying .. then go band room .. bloody hell .. today while moving the instrument , the xylo sort of collapsed and the pole stabbed into my leg .. EFFING PAIN .. crap .. lol i tot it was ok at first then when i pulled up my jeans it was like bleeding .. and it is still now .. thats how bad it is .. it wasnt that painful at first but ya gets worst later . Played in the audi today.. nth significant .. Slept for abit backstage .. uber cool .. yile gave me this cute plaster which i reluctantly put on my leg .. thanks .. than the plaster came of like soon after .. arh .. on the floor .. then jasmine gave me 2 later thanks .. im still on my first one i think gonna put the second one soon ..lucky sia at home no plaster liao . Tml's another full day at school good luck to me and to all of you !

Little acts of random kindness will go a looong way

Peace out guys !

Love will keep us alive - the eagles

2007-10-27T11:57:00.000-07:00

Beautiful saturday ! great great great . What other things better than waking up at 12 to a whole day out ! I woke up at 12 and when to get ready to meet jasmine awhile later at tampines i think .. Ok my first cup of starbucks coffee for the day .. while waiting i sat and drank and played the psp .. It was a chill feeling , great ! came shortly after and went to eat . Then went to bugis to go walk 2 .. I think i entered bugis street for my first time or second .. I know what ur thinking , how can anybody not been to bugis street b4 ? LOL .. ok then she lead the way and walked around in this freaking hot and stuffy environment . Quite alot of things la but too many ppl just didnt had the mood to slowly browse and wait . went out of there .. somebody complained leg pain cause of new shoes .. super pain like that .. then went to sit down at starbucks IN BUGIS had a drink . THan right ogy called , and i just remembered i had to meet him at 4 ... zzzzzzz for the NUS concert .. BUT THAT GIRL HAD TO GET NEW SHOES !! HOW ?? ........ Went to city hall to this shop to get her new slippers , ok and she took really long to try them .. REALLY .. REALLY .. SUPER .. dunno how many sizes .. ok by the time i realised it right it was 445 and the concert was starting at 5 .. Im really sorry ogy .. Ps .. gave the concert a miss .. so she and I went to meet weida and raz at orchard .. WALKED EVERYWHERE just to find the shawl .. Something random happened . OGY SUDDENLY SMS ME TELLING ME HE SAW AN APEK MASTURBATING IN THE TOILET !?? wth .. super random .. went to eat at KFC talked crap and went back to tampines .. get hair spray and what ever la they want for the concert thing .. arh .. then hazizi smsed me to go to starbucks .. AGAIN .. for my third coffee .. we played psp there tennis wah best game and FIFA 08 he thrashed me i nth to say .. :) tired went home GOOD GAME .. bye super long day

2007-10-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

Its been raining the past few days cool or what .. cooling man .. makes me feel sleepy and all comfortable and be too lazy for anything .. Went down to town on saturday to see what was available for me.. hahaha . finally i got the long sleeve shirt that was needed for the concert .. lucky jasmine member .. got discount $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ .. walked around for the whole freaking day ...We happened to meet yong woei and law in town what a coincidence !! .. and mark too wow .. then me yong and jas went to eat with sean arriving at orchard soon after .. wah piang eh .. the yoshinoya damn big bowl eat ald damn freaking full .. but ok la i wanted my dinner to be feeling .. met 2 cousins in a day today wth .. first was her and it was her .. 2 cousins ! same side somemore father side .. went home being dead beat and slept soon after ..
YES today is officially the first day of school ..
Same faces ..
Same lecturers ..
Different classes ..
different timetables ..
More complicating stuff .. summarised
felicia hair long sia ..
I got life sciences for my cds .. zz
I think its a waste of time and im gonna change it tml or sth ..
Band was as usual .. and ok la not so bad .. we played brazillian street dance today and really practised thanks zi for the help .. and for the teh ping .. GOOD JOB EVERYBODY .. I felt it was really nice for the first time when we were playing it .. as in everybody was having fun and there was the feel .. too bad sean when home early .. I dun have school tml sia .... but i have to go down slightly earlier to change my cds .. and maybe i shud go shop for an organiser and some folders to keep my subjects in order .. I have learned enuf to procrastinate and let my whole bag become a pile of rubbish .. hahahaha.. so im gonna get it ASAP ! Good day to you all !!!!

Peace out
Ocean avenue - yellowcard

2007-10-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

Im trying to find something special now .. Its been on my mind and i cant get it off .. maybe i just need to believe and not get influenced .. May god lead me through troubled times man ...I hope that one day ill just rely on my faith to guide me through and not just by human thinking but by faith .. Ever wondered why you go to the church / mosque / temple for ? Its because of believing and having faith in your religion .. If you go just because your friend asked you to or just because you think itll benefit you than whats the point .. I was thinking that the first step that I have to make is to believe .. Its not just saying I believe , but a real submission and having faith that God's there .. Ever wondered why we exist ? Ever wondered how the brilliance of the milky way occured ? Ever wondered why earth was the perfect place to support life ? Start wondering .........

Ok thats the spiritual part of me ive been thinking about and now its back to physical part . Monday was a day had band . Urmm practiced street dance it wasnt that good but it was better .. I think harder mallets are needed .. After band went to mac and eat with jasmine .. arhhh crap .. She took so long to decide whether to eat the burger or not ........... than complaining that she was freaking full , we walked up and down the MRT track for like an effing 3 times to and fro !! WTH .. Was late and went home .. Tuesday I hate to say was a laid back day at home .. ya thats bout it .. and wednesday today .. The whole band when down to the auditorium and shifted the instruments .. I think the band sounds better and i hope we would improve ... Now for the highlight of wednesday .. I PAWNED SEAN IN NARUTO ULTIMATE NINJA HEROES !!! That confident boy came up to challenge me , but he got pawned we played 5 times and the score was 3 - 2 he couldnt stand my dynamic entry .. I rock

Peace out

2007-10-12T10:05:00.000-07:00

There is sth really important thats coming soon and that is THE PERCUSSION ENSEMBLE
Its a killer man , with tight schedules in the band coming up with publicity and all .. But its ok im sure we can pull it through if we try hard enough .. Went to shoon's house yesterday and all .. Had extreme psp action , i think i was challenging him for the whole day on the psp .. Jammed abit and went home .. on the way decide to go starbucks for a cup of coffee and blanja-ed him .. Anyway wats a cup of coffee compared to games , entertainment and dinner at his place .. thanks for the meal and im sorry i thrashed u at bleach .. :)

Pls let my hair grow longer oh and using the internet at mac again and again is getting boring after band ..

To all my muslim friends out there I would like to wish you all selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin hope you have a great time tml !

Peace out
My heart draws a dream - L`Arc~en~Ciel

2007-10-08T12:22:00.001-07:00

Its monday today .. welcome to the brand new week ! everyday feels like a sunday to me now .. Ok its tuesday theoretically .. I cant seem to find the right spot on my bed , i turn around for like an hour before i can get to sleep or sth this few days and if i find myself still awake at 6 ill just go have breakfast and start the next day .. Maybe there's too much on my mind or im too slack at home thats why i dun feel tired easily .. Well band practices has been upped by a day and we have it on wednesdays also .. no comments on that :) . Woah the perc section seem to be loaded with ppl with PSP .. muahahahaha .. yile , me , and sean . played naruto with her and she pawned me like whatever siaaa .. of course i was playing it for the first time !! no excuses for the second time than .. Oh and me and ruz went to mac .. and spent like 2 hours there trying to use the wireless network and after an hour or so , i finally got in using my psp .. I noe la its damn stupid but i have to say i felt quite happy after figuring out how to use it hahahahaha .. the images shown are very clear not bad .. There are still more hidden functions in there that i have to find out .. Olivia is a great singer do buy her album its mainly bossanova tracks and some covers of more popular songs done by her , her voice is so sweet that if i solidify it itll turn to a candy or sth .. buy that album now

Im enjoying peace now hope that itll be with u guys

Peace out

2007-10-05T12:39:00.000-07:00

hey .. THIS WEEK IS WORK FREEE .. oh and many weeks to come also till school re - opens .. !! Ive gotta think of how i wanna spend all this time :) This week was so stagnant right if i added a drop of water to my week i think ill start being a mosquito breeder .. Ok if u get this u get it if not then move along with the post .. hahahaha ..

On monday i skipped band again , jasmine was sick .. so was ALL OF US ??? hahahaha .. oh ya la shit .. i updated monday one ald la i just remembered .. ok .. Tuesday was damn boring throughout the day till someone wanted to eat subway when i just finished my dinner .. when to eat and felt super full after that , she injured her leg and walked really slowly .. wednesday and thursday were just days spend at home like doing nothing and hoping some food will pop up in the fridge every 5 min ... zzzzz .. have u ever experienced this ? U keep opening the fridge at fixed intervals knowing that the contents will not change ? hahahaha .. i keep doing that like hoping at the back of my mind some soya bean milk will pop up like that .. but crap no .. hahahaha .. ok bout today right its friday .. woke up in the morning and cook myself some breakfast .. it was random crap .. miso flavoured omelette and sauted mushrooms .. whatever damn lame .. ok than the whole day i went hibernating till 4 pm in the afternoon .. HAHAHAHA .. when i woke up i apparently down at least 1 litre of soya bean milk which was in my fridge .. ITS GOOD .. damn filling .. i didnt eat anything and i washed up and went for band .. wah sean told me that drinking too much soya bean milk will turn gay cause it contains estrogens .. dun be stupid .. sean .. if that theory bloody hell worked i would have been gay like 10 years ago ... Man .. boring practice but ah heck .. went to eat at bedok mac after that with zi and ruz he blanjaed 20 piece nuggets .. damn shiok .. went home to find my psp full recharged .. hiya .. saw the games .. didnt appeal to me that much la .. but ok .. worms and burnout rocks .. the rest are like whatever ..

I noe ur eyes are getting tired , i need to learn how to paragraph but even if i do ill be too lazy to do it .. so thanks guys .. changed my blog song again now to --------- Iris - goo goo dolls

peace out

2007-10-01T10:57:00.000-07:00

What a gay day .. I spent my entire day with mohd hazizi .. woke up at 12 .. went to eat kebab at paradiz center again .. again .. but nice ah .. that bugger didnt bring any cash . zzz i had to pay first .. he didnt wanna withdraw .. asshole ... check ur friends wallet b4 accepting any invitation to eat .. hahahaha... anyway we went to buy our tickets for chuck and larry .. its M18 .. gay show lol .. but anyway to those who are thinking of watching it , pls do not hesitate any longer and go watch it ASAP .. ITS A REALLY GOOD MOVIE TO CATCH ! with jokes and all .. but the jokes are mostly sexual hahahaha .. damn hilarious and to those under 18 im sorry .. Its a story bout 2 best friends .. then this guy larry had to be remarried in order to get his pension so he decided to trust his best friend chuck .. hahahaha .. they got "married" and lots of hilarious things happen .. MUST WATCH .. its quite touching at some parts of the movie too .. pls watch it soon .. Oh and me and zi aint 18 anyway .. so if u look 18 u can catch it also .. hahaha .. went home and i have work tml again .. arhhh .. i think i needa try something like redbull to keep me awake during work time .. the radio nowadays suck .. they keep playing the same freaking old songs all the time .. pls .. change it !

Peace out
"oh happy day"

2007-09-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

Back from de camp .. Slept for 18 hours b4 waking up at 12 ytd cool or what . hahaha .. Yea .. There aint any highlights from the camp besides stupid jokes that were made by sean and weida , and walking to bedok reservoir to accompany my muslim friends at like 3 am ??? ahahahaha .. Climbing over the backgate of temasek poly , wasnt as hard as expected of it >.. honestly if they really wanna prevent ppl from going out and coming in they shud build a better one ! LOL . oh and it was really tiring .. nothing much .. on the same day which i woke up at 12 , zi asked for some breaking fast with our muslim friends ... he talk as if he is not which i doubt he is anymore ever since a few months back .. hahahahaha .. freaking loser ... If ur grandma is reading my blog like right now shell hunt u down man .. We went for kebab at paradiz center near plaza sing .. wah the cooks there look like soccer players hahahaha .. theyre turkish basically european muslims .. i think so .. quite cool .. The kebab is quite shiok ah but the portion is a little small and its 7 bucks .. so good and bad ..

we walked pass the outside of cathay and took some free candy floss .. Ogy got this really huge one .. obviously the fat uncle likes him right .. LOL .. After that , we went to walk pass orchard towers .. Oh .. For those who dont know its a place in orchard with loads of prostitutes .. zzzz .. whos idea was it ? Mr hazizi ( the ultimate example of a nakata wannabe) . We went to see but honestly there wasnt much as we were outside the building .. there were crowds of man inside the building and ladies in super short skirts thats all . Went home after that . another day with money spend .

"throw it away , forget yesterday , well make the great escape "

2007-09-26T11:24:00.000-07:00

having band camp tml .. not thrilled nor bored .. just a typical feeling ..lol .. Oh ya ..I heard on the radio right , if u get less than 5 hours of sleep ull get double the risk of heart attacks and if u sleep too much like 9 hours its the same so the point is ah u have to sleep around 7 hours optimum .. hahahaha ... Thinking about it yea i think i also feel best if i sleep around 7-8 hours if not ill feel lethargic .. so guys pls sleep for about more than 5 and less than 9 hours :)

Talked to felicia yesterday and listening to her ... hahahahaha .. I tot i was pathetic enuf for this hols lol .. shes worst off being in thailand and working everyday hahaha .. cant meet any of her friends and all .. WOOooo .. OK i decided im actually having a good holiday after all . good luck to her oh and shes back this sunday i think .

Gonna sleep like now or sth , anticipating the new mallets that bernard made for me .. Thanks
pls let the Psp come now !

Peace out

Changed blog song The great escape - boys like girls

2007-09-23T09:32:00.000-07:00

I dunno wth is with me this entire week man .. i didnt sleep a wink for 2 days straight and i end up feeling lethargic and sleep in the afternoon .. Kao ... The worst thing that happened to me this week i guess was one of the most embarrasing moments of the year i can say .. I fell dead on a train and dozed off .. fuck ... This is gay but still i knew i drooled or sth .. wth .. then this bunch of JC girls were giggling and giggling ... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .. Knowing what had happened they went to tell like the entire carriage .. I ran off in the opposite direction .. ARHHhhhh .. crap ... shudnt have slept in the train man !! Nvm i doubt ill ever see them again or sth ..

Today i went to the philharmonic winds meet boston brass concert .. It was a great concert .. With the boston brass coming up with gimmicks it lightened the mood and it was really fun just to watch them play ! hahaha cool dudes .. Oh and b4 the concert i went shop for a backpack with ogy and idham .. when we were browsing levi's I tot they had some cool looking backpack ? CRAP .. THE WORST BACKPACK .. It looks like those free goodie bags u get for national day .. red and grey im serious .. ull nv ever wanna buy that .. I looked around for awhile and tot of buying a bag that can freaking last .. just nice a sling bag and a backpack .. I was really considering to get that crumpler backpack but it was way abovee the budget .. like $179 i think and think and decided it wasnt worth the money (personally) . I got sth cheaper at Nike a black backpack sort of cool to me . its like half the price and it doesnt look bad so its ok .

Damn , i have to work tml and wake up at 7 . It sucks , but aiya for the money its ok la . $$$ . Im looking forward to next week or so when i get the thing i want real soon .. ! Its time to save some cash .

Peace out

2007-09-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

1211 am and im here blogging ... damn .. IM WASTING MY TIME MAN .. its the bloody hell supp paper tml and im here stoning ... Im promising myself to study at least until 3 later .. or till i feel satisfied .. arh ... I hate it when im thinking of supp paper here tml , i dun even noe what will come out .. BUT STILL .. Thinking of it logically , if i spend 5 more hours on studying its better then slogging for the entire sem !! 12 more hours from now ill be free and its the REAL hols now .. Ill get to get some cash and ill be able to practice again with no worries at the back of my head .. I dunno where i heard it , i think if you want sth bad enuf u will get it no matter come what may . I think its true .. Im still looking for some direction in my life right now .. i feel like im standing at crossroads , pls lead me to a goal or an objective be it short termed or long term .. When u think back on it sometimes u might feel that u have been an idiot all the while and u didnt realise it .. I guess ppl grow out of their shells and learn to look back and learn where and what went wrong .. looking back at previous posts makes me realise what had happened really and wth did i do that for .. hahaha .. anyway Life's just a cycle , i need sth to impact me .. arh im just goaless .. ok .. somethings nv change like the GOO GOO DOLLS .. still IRIS ..

"I don't want the world to see me , cause I dont think that they understand" - IRIS

Peace out