8th november 1989
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Singapore
Graduated!!!
Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwo Ole
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Had a bad day ?? damn it .. feeling damn down now .. wth la ... first the auditions in a mess ... secondly the yonglin ah .. Ok today i went to philyouth for the audition thingy .. Hearing dororin play .. i was wowed away .. shes good man ... up next was me ... i wasnt even playing what i practised .. it was just like hoping the audition would pass quickly . And im not good at all .. to keep it simple .. i wasnt prepared at all .. mentally .. Then on to the mallets .. That was the worst part .. i played .. i actually went blank .. he asked me to stop and go enjoy the rehearsal .. in my mind i was thinking wtf ... totally screwed up man .. heck .. He then asked us to play for the band in the mean time .. so was like .. ok .. Met some new friends bernard , and one other girl .. played basically on the snare .. i was thinking i was doing ok .. when we went home hazizi told us that either me or ridzuan is going through .. A tot struck me .. I bet im not going through .. Its not only bout the audition thingy ah .. wans a better player then i am .. ok .. well went home .. then yonglin talked to me .. fuck .. i got fired up .. He just doesnt noe how he talks .. he forever thinks he is right .. what he is doing is always right .. ppl must listen to him .. Hes always critcising me for every fucking thing i do .. and thats damn retarded and demoralising .. He shud just get a life man .. friends do not do this type of things .. He nv listens too .. he just goes on ranting and ranting bout his theories .. If hes reading this i hope that he will not only think bout wat he said to ppl but also reflect on himself .. PLS .. anyway i have decided .. even if im accepted .. im gonna decline .. i just didnt feel that audition worked out ,.. overall .. i suck .. so shud try again harder instead of a last minute audition and half hearted playing .. and ive learned alot while playing with philyouths .. thanks .. ok .. bye ..
Yes ah . exams are finally over and done with .. woohoo .. Finished everything ... Im new to this new life given to me after like 1 week of boredom and staying up till 3 ... Now occasionally yea still 3 but for a different reason .. HAHAHAHA ..Hey the audition is tml .. F*** ... I tried to play the piece allegretto .. played for like what 45 min .. managed to get a few bars done .. shit ... ended up playing hang man with shoon and the other percussionist hahaha ..Seriously doubting the audition .. my mail didnt get through also to the person in charge .. later in the day .. Went to vivocity with the same ppl .. standard things happen .. nonsense .. From looking at girls to laughing at our own jokes .. gotta get a life .. hahaha .. ya and khais father came with a van to give us a lift home ! thanks alot khai .. IDHAM WAS SUPER IRRITATING TODAY .. hahaha ..
wingyans going off tml to hongkong .. hahaha .. hapy holidays man .. CANDICE I TOT U SAID SOMETHING BOUT SENDING HER OFF at 640 or sth .. ok shall see how .. BYE !!