8th november 1989
19
Singapore
Graduated!!!
Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwo Ole
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Up till this date ill be upfront and honest. Sometimes I still find it hard to be thankful for what I have and whatever that has been given to me from God. Its hard to see thanks as I sometimes think "Shouldn't it be this way every time?" and even sometimes I see it as for granted. Well, I was thinking randomly when my dog barks every time irritating us as a family a little. Was just wondering what if he dies one day (which will happen) and then we will all miss him. So I just find that we sometimes have to change our perspective on being thankful for our everyday life. Sometimes we quarrel with our family to the extend of walking out of the door and even avoiding our parents making the situation awkward at home. What about children living in homes and those who do not even have parents who bother about them? When we grumble to our parents to give more allowance to go out with our friends or buy something new, have we ever thought of other friends like us who have much lesser than us or not having any allowance? We tend to look up to people having a better life than us but not look at the many different people with different problems around us. Being thankful in little things and our everyday life, being thankful.
Peace out
Somewhere over the rainbow - Israel kamakawiwo'ole
What a close title race!! Cant stand the thought of getting second this season but nonetheless I will always be proud of my own team. If there is any chance of Man U slip up liverpool will grab it im very sure. Have I ever thought of studying overseas? Hearing from friends who are studying there it is definitely no dreamworld which many people think of. You have to do your own cooking, washing of your own clothes, having the discipline to study by yourself, get in the face of racism if there is any, long trips between town and cities (NOT LIKE SINGAPORE WE ARE ALD COMPLAINING ABOUT TAMPINES TO JURONG!) and the thought of leaving family and friends. But then again Im quite sure ill learn to be very independent down there and rely on myself more. Also it is very expensive to study overseas. Well it is just another option for me which isnt closed yet. Oh and the enlistment date for army is out! Shit. Im gonna be in quite soon and i might replace the "quite" for "very" anytime. Its not all negative but sort of mixed feelings of excitement with it. Hahahaha. Whats with the mortality rate of people dying in the army? Seems too often to be not worried about it. Really...
All at once - The Fray
Sometimes the right things and the hardest things are the same....
Sunny Singapore. Funny how the weather turns out each day, with blinding hot sun in the afternoon and heavy rain at night. There is nothing much for me to blog about during this period of time if i were to blog about my life everyday now i would rather be the director for the series "Days of our lives" some of you might find this show familiar. With many people around me getting into the korean dramas and korean singers i cant help but take a peak. This group called wondergirl/s. To be honest ah they're actions are extremely girly and cheesey but they seem to have a very special charm in them that seems to entice u to the computer screen. No wonder idham like. Been looking at BMX stun bikers recently they seem damn fun to play with la. Going up and down ramps with different tricks up their sleeves. I figured out that this is my only time that I get to experience extreme sports and do all the fun shit. Cause after this its NS, studying, working. By then I would be too old for anything that i wanna do. SO WHAT AM I DOING AT HOME NOW!? I should be at the peak of my activity level at this age! Think Im heading out soon! cia
Paper heart - The All American Rejects
Wah my sedentary lifestyle! How monotonous it is. Look i sleep at 10plus and wake up at 8 which used to be sleep at 5 am wake up at 5 pm? Looking at the brighter side at least i revert back to normal sleeping time. Its time to head out and get a job already since the ultimatum was given from the highest order of the household. Lol. Recently changed the faulty gears of my bike which was quite GGd with cables and metal wires poking out from all odd angles. THE CHANGE IS UNBELIEVABLE FOR 55 dollars! It feels totally like a new bike! shiokkkkk. :) Think I would be saving up for a les paul soon la. Procrastinating the purchase of an electric for far too long ald with distractions like clothes in the way. Stop the clothes and go straight for the guitar. I reckon ah if i didnt spend that much i could have traded my cupboard for a Stratocaster now. cant help it im just a typical youngster.
Peace out (p.s ITS RAINING EFFING HEAVILING NOW! I NEED TO PUSH MY ''NEW BIKE'' in")
Move along - The all american rejects
My mother suddenly made a casual comment and told me that her friend's son was doing law in NUS or sth. Then she continued saying why people can study hard u cannot? Then what u expect me to answer? Im just not cut out for this proper route of studying stuff la thats all. Why do you have to compare me with other people? I almost wanted to reply "Go ask him be your son la" But I knew better. Isn't it of more importance that we have a clear idea of what to do next time? Obviously he has a better shot at a better life than me but still hes problem la, u dont have to put it into my face right? We keep thinking so much we forget to take the first step sometimes. Feeling shitty now.
I have changed my blog address. LoL. Its good for a change once in awhile. I hope u guys will still chance upon this blog once in awhile la. If u wanna update your links then do so please.
Just feels like another day today. I was thinking if life were to be dynamic and exuberant each day where would the fun of life be. Predictable and boring would be the result of it. So its the little things that happen in our ordinary days that makes it interesting. Those warm gestures from friends, even a "How are you" would be great after a freaking bad day. Or imagine bumping to a person u like, well it just brightens up your dull day adding that little spark in your life no matter how short that meeting is. You can get knocked down by a car and still be smiling after that.
But then on the other hand, people can just ruin your day with just words to bring u down. Words are powerful beings that can make or break a person. For e.g. with a few words of canceling a meeting you can leave the person sad or frustrated at your own convenience. Not being in his/her shoes ignoring the efforts one has made. Ignoring the effort that has been put in. Living in your own world of ignorance and selfishness. We can be victims or be guilty of situations like this im sure even I am guilty of this. When can we realise that we should care more of people's feelings involved then only ourselves?
Why do we have to bring people down sometimes with harsh words to make ourselves feel better? Make sure that person is being humiliated to a lower level than u to make yourself feel better? Why is it hard to praise people for what they have done instead of giving a sceptical look and thinking that you can always do it better than him/her? Just random thoughts.
Blink 182 - Down
Hey just changed my blog song to collide by howie day. Its an old song yeah. damn old school. Somehow the charm of this song never fails to serenade. Great.
I sometimes wished my future path was clear. I met my ex-lecturer kelvin on the bus and he was talking to me about my future so i asked him and bombarded him with all i wanted to know. Hahahaha, great time catching up and we have the same freaking math teacher Madam Tao in secondary school! Seems that business is a popular choice among alot of people. But it still comes to the root. We can always study for the sake of studying without finding our true calling or other words passion. In this present society of singapore who the heck cares about passion when all everybody thinks about is qualifications and papers to prove that you are the best of the crop. Parents sending their kids for endless lessons and trying to persuade them to take a course that is related to today's field of study. Well, its not wrong but isn't that ur son's future? hahahaha
Anyway he talked to me and said if im interested i can do a business degree and somehow with my knowledge in the food processing field give me an edge and do sth different. Well good idea. But i want to see myself doing it for the next 40 years of my life and not moan and complain. It still goes back to whether ur interested or not. Ultimately affecting ur work quality and what differs u from the rest is the passion to go further, that is why being passionate about my job is impt to me.
2 years to think!
Peace out
Collide - Howie day